I hate that i cant hate her

I admit it

Here's the third instalment guy's. oh and it might get deleted for some reason but dont worry ill re publish it straight away here you go enjoy.

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Libby's pov

This is so embarrassing. Did they see oh of course they did people keep peering over their shoulders looking at me. I wonder if they saw... the face i was wearing when she pulled away.

I cant believe that i was upset that she pulled away from biting my lip, and i cant believe i enjoyed it a lot more than when Derek bite's my lip. Thank god his basketball training sessions pull him out of certain lessons especialy this one.

Normaly something as mundain and routine as training wouldnt be enough to excuse player's from there lessons, but because of the inter high start of match is next week, the principal found it only fitting they should train [and he's a huge basketball fan and pride's himself on our high ranking team of atheletes].

I know if Derek were here he'd flip out, and i dont blame him i mean what give's her the right to stand up in the middle of class and bite my lip, i hate her, and i hate myself because i know that's not true. I enjoyed it. I enjoyed... bieng intimate with another girl. Oh my god does this mean im gay!

Of course not i have a boyfriend [not that i find him r any other man attractive, besides George Clooney i mean come on its impossible not to find him hot as hell right].

Worse of all 'Lexi' as she prefers seem's to have no sense of shame, she has a smirk plastered on jer face. That beau, no, she's very cute ill give her that but that doesnt automaticaly mean i have feelings for her, right.

as soon as the bell rung i was the first one out of the class. I didnt feel like going to the quad where all the other populars were so i decided to head for my locker, but froze when i see Derek standing there waiting for me, he had'nt seen me yet and i intend to keep it that way so i made a B line for the nearest door insight. The janitor's closet [i discover upon entry]. I walk over to a plastic circular bin and plop my but on it releasing a much needed sigh.

Hearing the door open i look up "sorry i know im not supp...". Lexi. She shut's the door making sure her long repunzle like hair isnt caught in it, and smirks.

Oh no. I need to get out NOW.

Going to get up she takes one long stride and sit's me back down by pressing on my shoulders.

She sits her knee inbetween my legs on the bin and leans down, placing her face inches away from mine so i can feel her cool minty breathe on my face.

I close my eye's knowing full well what she intends to do.... and i find myself wanting her to kiss me.

"Do you want to kiss me" she say's in the most seductive tone ive heard in my life.

"N...NO...of course not" stutering like a child.

"No one is here, if you wanted to and in fact do kiss me, no one will know about it, it can be our.little.secret. Saying the last part slowly on purpose.

" do want to kiss you" i say shivering slightly as i admit it to her, but mostly myself.

"And i dont know wh..." i was cut of by a pair of lips smashing down on me, nearly knocking me of the bin.

it feels needy, like she's trying to devour me, but ill be damned if it wasnt the greatest kiss ive ever had. She's cupping my face while her lips are pressed against mine, and so i grab the one part of her i was drawn to most. Her hair.

Grabing the part at her shoulder, and bundling it into my hand i feel her smile, not smirk smile into my mouth. we part as we were running outh of breathe, feeling sad about it i peck her realy quickly on the lips catching her of guard and boy i was glad i did.

Her mouth curved into the most child like, and biggest smile i had ever seen. while her eyes never wavered from their suprised exxpression.

she looks down her smile doing something i tought imppossible and got a fraction bigger.

"You like my hair do you" she says in a playful tone

I look down and notice i still have her hair bundled up in my hand. I let go just enough so her hair isnt bundled in my hands but instead being held gently.

"It's the most beautiful thing ive ever seen" i say suprisingly truthfull, a bit to truthfull perhaps.

she looks up and kisses my for head gently and with a sincere smile says "thank you".

Then she's gone. she walked out just as fast as she had come in. What. I just had a full make out session with a girl, in the janitor's closet while my boyfriend is outside waiting for me.

My boyfriend. My boyfriend.

"haaaa" i sigh. I dont know whats been going on with me but i am not that girl. Im not the cheatre. Im not my mother.

What ever my feelings may be for Lexi i know they need to be put to rest and thats exactly what intend to do.

Dont expect anything else from me Alexis because from now on i wont even look your way.

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Sorry its a short one but i have a killer head ache but VOTE,COMMENT

and leave what you think should happen between the two girls.