It's Complicated

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CHAPTER 34

Weeks Had Passed & I was Back On Campus Like Always . Going To Day And Night Lectures & Finding Some Time To Go To The Gym , Which I Had Never Done regularly . I Hardly Had Time To Go Home , So I Called My Parents & Friends From Time To Time . The Girls In My Dorm Were Still Full Of Drama Always Fight But Never Getting Caught Which Meant They Didn't Get Kicked Out Of School . I Was Really Ready To Snitch Because It Was Interfering With My Rest But I Guess It'll Be Ok .

I Was Laying In My Bed Watching Tv With All The Lights Down . I Guess Everyone Went Out Clubbing So It Was Quite .

My Phone Started Ringing , It Was Shane I Quickly Ignored His Call . I Hadn't Talk To Him Since That Night . . .

I Ignored His Call Because I Was Scared To Talk To Him . . . I Found Out Something . Im Pregnant & This Time The Doctor Confirmed My Pregnancy , I Wasn't Ready To Tell But I Had Told His Mother . She Had Felt Kinda Sort Of Like Me , She Was Disappointed In Most Def Because I Was Only In My First Year Of College And The Third Semester Had Just Past . Having This Baby Would Pause My Plans , & My Parents Would Half Kill Me .

They Did So Much For Me & I Go & Fuck It Up Like This ? Im Disappointed In Myself .

How Could I Slip Up Like This .

I Received A Text From Shane I Opened It .

Shane : Sooo When Were You Gonna Tell Me Your Pregnant ?

Me: Y R U Actin So Surprised Your The One Who Didn't Strap The Fuck Up . Don't Text Me With The Bullshit Shane!

Shane: Chill Im Not Mad . Im Just Concerned Abt My Child & My Future Baby Mama .

Me:There Might Not Be No Child . . .

Shane: Wym? (what You Mean)

Me: I Might Just Get An Abortion .

Shane : WHAT!? FUCK NO CALL ME NOW .

Me: No Shane Goodbye

Shane: IF YOU DON'T CALL ME RIGHT NOW I WILL COME WHERE YOU ARE !

I Put My Phone On Do Not Disturb & Turned Away From It . Im Not Worried Im Sure He Doesnt Know What Campus Im At & If He Does He Doesn't Know The Room . Plus It's 2:10 am On Monday Night , I Have Class In The Morning .

I Drifted Off To Sleep With A Lot On My Mind . . .

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