Hanji x reader - Be mine

Chapter 2

Author's note

The expedition that is spoken in this Chapter, is not an actual on in attack on titans. I'm making it up. That's all.

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"So in two weeks, we will have an expedition to go out the wall.  Although this time will be a different expedition then usual. Yes, we already don't do that many but this time we will see if their is any survivors. You might think this is useless, because I do. This is not our usual although we have been asked to do this from the higher rankings. we will go in wall Maria and look around. Although to actually have a good reason to go out, we will try to catch an abnormal titan." Was what Commander Erwin said.

We where all in a room, having the night meeting and discussing about what Erwin wanted to tell us. And this was it. A new expedition. As You heard him speak, you gulped and stress was overwhelming you.

'But why? Your strong enough to defend yourself and your comrades so there's no need to stress.'

You completely gazed off and dived in your thoughts.

'But what if I can't save my friends? What if they die because of me? Because I'm not strong enough to protect all of them? But they are strong aren't they? I can't loose anyone again! Oh god!'

Your mind didn't stop thinking. Your stress was overwhelming. You weren't aware of your surroundings. You completely gazed off until you felt a delicate hand on your shoulder.

"Are you okay? Your shaking and your completely pale. Did u catch a cold or are you really stressed out?" Was what Hanji told you.

You realized that every one was out of the room and that it was only you and Hanji. They where looking at you with worried eyes.

"Every one left five minutes ago and I came back to get my note book and I found you still here." They said.

You looked straight in their eyes which made you blush a little.

"I- uh I'm fine! Don't worry about me! Uhhh..." you where trying to find something to say until you realized. "Oh shit I probably missed some intel that the Commander talked about! I zoned out too quickly!"  you said with more stress invading you.

"Now now no need to worry even more. The only actual information that was important is that they're is an expedition in two weeks and where going to try and find survivors and capture an abnormal titan." Hanji replied.

"Th-thank you Squad- *ahem* Hanji." you stuttered. You don't stutter a lot so it didn't make sense to you at all that you where stuttering right now. 

"I better get going! I have more titan studies to do! You should go relax and get to bed early since you look quite stressed. Sleep will help although you should drink tisane to loosen up and cure your stress." Was what Hanji said with the prettiest smile ever.

Let's just pretend tisane exists okay because I'm not even sure.

"Thank you Hanji and you should go and have a good night and sleep plenty too!" You answered without stuttering which was a surprise to you.

"Aha~ well sorry to break it to you but I barely sleep." Hanji said with a small laugh which kind of seemed fake.

"That's not good you need rest." You said with a little bit of harsh in your tone. Wait but why where you caring so much if you even barely speak to them? And why where they so caring towards you too?