blackmail | jirose

06

Rosé's POV

"What was that? He will be there when I need him? Pfft, as if." I muttered to myself as I allowed my eyes to wander around the school halls for the particular boy whom I have a big fat crush on. Hmm, where is he? I wondered as I walked passed some students who were talking with their friends.

In the corner of my eyes, I noticed Jisoo unnie with her crush, Jin talking at the far side of the hall. I smiled, At least she has the guts, unlike me. I thought she might be coming to me to ask for advice but guess she didn't need it after all. I thought as I saw how her cheeks blushed a soft shade of pink when Jin leaned closer. I'm so gonna tease her about it later!

I turned my attention away from the soon-to-be-couple and walked away, I feel so single all of a sudden, damn.

I pursed my lips. Whatever, I'ma just find Jungkook and maybe admire him from afar. I skipped my way around the school, letting my eyes wander in hopes of seeing the bunny guy.

But as I moved around the school, my eyes were always watching how couples interacted with each other. Oh, how I wished it was me and Jungkook. Call me delusional but I like him, so much.

Talking about it, I still remember how we first met. We were partners in art class and we were supposed to draw a portrait of the other so I was the first to draw him as he sat straight with a smile on his face.

I still feel how my face flushed in red as he smiled and how my heart beat fast when he spoke to me. I wasn't able to focus on anything except on his features. You could say, my hand was drawing gibberish-ly the whole time but ended up drawing well because his grade also depended on me and I wasn't about let him down.

Long story short, you could say Marienette from Miraculous entered my body from that moment.

I wasn't able to speak to him without stammering on my words and making a fool out of myself. I also couldn't look at him in his eyes without becoming a hot mess which is why I distanced myself from him but, the more the distance grew, the more I wanted to see him and the more my heart beat when I saw him. That is the reason why I admire him from afar, not to be a creep but so that I don't make a fool out of myself and have him thinking I'm a weirdo or something.

Damn, my heart could compete in an Olympics race and win first place maybe.

Sometimes, I just wanna speak to him and confess so that I can get the whole feeling off my chest and not panic every time I neared him. So that, I already how he feels for me. So that, I won't get my heartbroken even though I know there is only 10% of chance he might like me. I mean, some of the girls in my class likes him so who knows, they might even be his lover.

Sighing, I halted. I went around the whole school. He might be out at the nearby cafe's, I guess...