𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭, 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡.

01

"What are you doing, idiot?"
Chuuya asked, walking toward Dazai. "If I'd jump from here I'll die, right?' Dazai hunmed.

"Well yeah but why are you asking?" Chuuya stood by Dazai and the brunette grinned a little "is little Chu-Chu curious about me?" Dazai teased.

Chuuya's face quickly got warm "as if!! Stupid asshole" Chuuya murmured the last part. Dazai giggled a little.

"This place gave us some nice memories.." Dazai whispered and Chuuya hummed. "Why are you here tho, Dazai?' The ginger asked.

Dazai leaned on the fence who was made so people wont fall "I think to jump" he said. Looking at the clouds.

Chuuya froze a little, surly he was kidding, right? Dazai always wanted to do double suicide with a beautiful woman, didnt he? Than why would he want to jump?

"Nice joke" Chuuya murmured, wrapping his hands around himself. Dazai's expression became annoyed. "I'm not joking Chuuya" he climbed over the fance.

"Oi come back here!" Chuuya said to him "you'll fall stupid" he huffed "I want to fall. Chuuya, I'm tired. I'm tired of pretending to be a good person

I'm tired of those boring days.. I really don't want to wake up to them anymore. I feel so numb" Dazai admitted.

"What are you talking about, Dazai? Get back here moron!" Chuuya got mad and annoyed at the stupid brunette

"You don't get it Chuuya! The more I try to die, the more alive I feel! What if instead trying I'll just die?" Dazai turned to face the ginger who had shock all over his face

"What..? Are you really planning to jump?! What the fuck Dazai! Its not some funny joke get here right now!" The gignger yelled at him.. he was getting worried, you could see it

See how he suddenly felt anxious and somewhat sad. "What will you do if I wont? You can't even stop me, Chuuya. If you'd try to use your gift I'll just cancel it." Dazai tilted his head, gaze scary and dark.

Chuuya's eyes widen and than he gritted his teeth "you selfish motherfucker!! What about everyone that cares about you?! Are you just gonna leave them without saying goodbye?!' He almost yelled.

Dazai sighed "you dont understand Chu-" je started, but got cut off. "SHUT UP DAZAI! its not about me understanding!

If life is boring for you than make them interesting somehow! Do drugs be a model find a partner adopt a kid!

Do whatever but ending your life? Bringing suffering and pain to other people while you are free? Its not fair!"

Chuuya grabbed Dazai's shirt collar "why would you do that?! Why would you choose the easy way for you, and make everyone's way harder?! Its not fair!" Chuuya yelled.

Dazai held Chuuya's wrists "everyone will get over it eventually. I have noting else to give them, my time is up in this world. I want to be free, if I'll be free, wont everyone be happy?

Wont they be happy I am? I bet they will." Dazai closed his eyes "let me go Chuuya" He whispered "let me be free. Let my own selfish self fall" Dazai was smiling at the thought.

Chuuya let him go and the brunette fall

Finally.. I'll be free.

Where his thoughts. The harsh wind on his back was cold, but his face were covered in the warm sun so Dazai didnt mind.

He opened his eyes, wanting to look at the sky for the last time.

But instead he saw a certain ginger, reaching a hand to him.

"You dumbass.. I'll go with you, Dazai.. wherever you go. I love you you stupid bandage wasting device. And if you are free, I want to be free with you.

If you dont want to live for me I'll die with you, Dazai Osamu." Chuuya smiled while tears flew out of his eyes in the wind.

Dazai took the small hand that was stretched to him and held it, pulling the ginger close.

"If thats the case, than I'm the happiest man alive. I love you Chuuya, so die with me while we are both happy"
Dazai held the ginger's chin as he leanes to kiss him

But a second before warm lips touched, the two could not feel anything.

They were free,
Sweet, sweet death came to take them away

While they were the happiest.