"The night you got drunk you kept asking me to stay with you and you said you were scared that someone was gonna hit you, did you have a nightmare?"
Oh great out of all the questions this is the one he decided to ask. I mean it's not like you don't want to tell him, his is your boyfriend after all and you trust him. But it is hard for you to talk about this subject.
"Well ermm I don't really know how to say this."
"Oh baby don't worry you don't have to tell me I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable I'm sorry."
He said, which weirdly made you want to tell him more.
"No it's fine I'll tell you you're my boyfriend after all... my dad left my family before I was even born apparently he wanted nothing to do with me and my sister. So my mum remarried when I was two for the sake of money, she was very poor and couldn't afford to look after me and chaewon, so she married a very rich man who had a son Chaewons age. He didn't treat us right, he d-didn't treat us right at all. He was h-horrible."
You begin to cry. Felix pulls you closer to him and hugs you.
"You don't have to tell me now if it's too hard baby, just know I'll be here when you want to talk."
His words comforted you so much you had to tell him.
"He hurt-t us lix, he hurt my m-mum Chaewon and me."
Felix held your hand gently caressing it with his thumb before looking at you and giving you a weak but reassuring smile.
"He used to b-beat us to let out all his stress...He never hit Jimin though his beloved son. We w-were just like their puppets...they s-scared us so much to the point we would do anything t-they said. A-And when I was 6 we escaped. We m-moved to the other side of the country to live with m-my grandma."
You sob not being able to hold back your tears. Felix is the first person you ever told this to. And although it's hard to talk about it, Felix made you feel like you could tell anything and everything.
"B-baby I'm so sorry. I-I wish I could've been there to help you. I promise I will never hurt you okay, I won't e-ever hit you. You'll be safe with me sweetie don't worry."
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He softly cries. Before softly lifting your head to make eye contact with you.
He uses his thumb to wipe away the tears sat on your check and smiles, although it was hard for him to smile at that moment in time he still smiled, not for his sake but for yours.
