Need U Bad

Need U Bad- Chapter 16

"Jermany" in the MM above.

Jazmine POV

-Journal  Entry-

It's been a month since  the accident and I'm finally getting back to myself. I started working with Brandy at the beauty bar and I am so glad that I did. My thoughts are no longer stuck on Beyoncé and what she is doing. Nothing has changed with her. Still coming in late, whispering on the phone, lying and we have been arguing more than ever. Even though things at the office haven't been going well and she hasn't been making a lot of money doesn't mean she gets to take her frustrations out on me. I am so over it. Jermany, Dany, Brandy & Keri were the only ones helping me through my recovery process. Raising Blue without her has also been a challenge but there is nothing that I can't handle. I am so close to just leaving. I do not deserve this. Nobody does. Just going to save my money and get my daughter and get the hell out of there.

My thoughts were interrupted when I got a text on my phone:

Jerm 💕✨

"Hey Jaz, just checking up on you. Hope you are having a great day. Don't forget about Dany's game tonight. Love you."

I sent back a quick "I love you too" as I decided to work on my paperwork for the next two hours.

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As I began to pull into the drive way I noticed that Bey's car was already here. Shocker. I gathered my belongings and walked up to the door to open it. I took off my shoes and walked upstairs where I heard Bey talking to Blue.

"Hey there." I said walking into the room that I share with my supposed to be girlfriend.

"Hey." She said back dryly.

Blue seen me and started smiling instantly.

"Hi Mamas." I said while kissing her on her forehead.

After that I got my clothes out so I could take a shower before heading to Danyelle's basketball game.

"Where you going?" Beyoncé asked.

"Do you bother to tell me where you are going at different time's of the night?" I asked her.

"Look, Don't start I asked you a question" She said.

"Okay, and your point is what?" I said getting annoyed.

"Just forget it" She said while rolling her eyes.

" Yeah I bet it is forget it. You know what? I have been tolerating a lot of bullshit. You better get your act together before you lose a good woman. I am so close to packing me and my daughters shit and getting out of here. It's not like you would care anyway. You are barely fucking here." I said.

"You wouldn't take MY daughter anywhere." She said snapping at me.

"I have been raising Blue, not you! You don't do anything around here. You are never here! You are gone all day and night! You must be a damn fool if you think I'm leaving her here with you. " I said.

"I am trying Jazmine! I am trying to make money for our family what don't you understand about that?"

"I understand that but it doesn't seem like you want us here. You are always gone, lying to me, arguing, I am tired of it. Show me you want me here or we are leaving." I said heading the bathroom to shower.

After getting out of the shower I throw my fit on and head out to the school.

A few minutes later I text Jerm to let her know that I am outside and she replies with what sections she is sitting in. I walk into the packed ass gym and look for section A7 and finally see my short little sister sitting on one of the benches looking at something on her phone. I walk up the steps and sit next to her.