Song lyrics

Filth by Christian Leave

It's pretty good 🏃🏾‍♀️👨🏾‍🦽
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Everything was green when August came about
Fall was around the corner and my year had just turned sour
I was trapped inside a little empty room
And Christmastime decidedly came soon

Oh, I was tryin' to
Let it all just fade away
Oh, I tried to
You're not the only one who's havin' a bad day

Tried fillin' out the spaces, tried fittin' in with my friends
I'll bury my emotion in this social interaction and
I still feel alone and I'm still stuck inside

I might as well have bought a car
And hope that it would learn to drive
'Cause I'm not movin' on
I'm just hangin' out inside of my own filth
And I'm not provin' myself to anyone

I'm tired of carryin' around this guilt
I'm stuck again
But blameless for all of my problems
Nothing can fix me
I've tried every way I can
I'm stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems
Nothing can fix me
I've tried every way I can
And as the seasons change, my heart should as well
But there's not much left that would impactfully compel
Me to restart or get up off my ass
Figure out some sort of solution instead of lettin' these moments pass

But I'm so tired
I just want to go home again
And I'm so done with
Dealin' with myself and all the issues that comes with
I'm stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems
Nothing can fix me
I've tried every way I can
I'm stuck again
But blameless for all of my problems
Nothing can fix me
I've tried every way I can
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OK SOOOOO🚪🏃🏾‍♀️