Oneshots of Bakubaby

Regrets

I miss my mom, my father my friends even stupid Deku. I would've gone back by now if I knew how. 

I said terrible things to my mom, I should of just taken it in, should of just let my mom tell me what I had done wrong, sucked it up and apologized. But I didn't and now I'm lost in a forest, have been for years actually. I probably would be in UA now. I would have lots of friends and my parents would be proud of me. There would be no fights with my mom and I'd have someone, someone who understood me, cared for me, and loved me. 

But the chances of that happening now is a 0.1 out of a hundred. I fucked it up, maybe if I had came back in the early stages of my running away, when they were still searching for me i would have a higher chance but its to late now. So instead I busy myself with writing books it was the one thing that kept me busy when I had first ran away. Then I had heaps of food, now I spend most of my time hunting and gathering food for another lousy meal, when I had first left I had no idea how to do half of the stuff I now how to do now. 

With my parents I had been living in the lap of luxury, its funny how you only know how good life is till it's gone. 

I am slowly running out of what little materials I have, meaning I have to go sell more of my books. I have never gone to town since I ran away, I can never seem to find a way out of forest, but I had happened to come across a small box with a note reading that it needed books. so I would give it some and the next morning they would be gone and in exchange a small sum of money would be left which I never could find out what to do with out so as time went on wrote on the note that I would prefer items like a new quill and ink, or a piece of string to fashion a new bow. I could never find out who took my books and what they did with them, I've tried following their tracks but they've always somehow get covered, whether it be by an animal walking on them, rain, or a simple tree that just so happened to fall where the footsteps were walking. I wonder of sometimes if someone had put a spell on the forest making it impossible for me to get out.  

My stories are poems of my regrets in life. They're stories of what I wish my life was. My stories are of fantasy lands that can only live in ones head sometimes they are of a world with wizards and dragons and others are of ghosts of and wolves. But in all of my stories they all have one thing in common and that is that they all have me in it, they have Deku in it and they have my imaginary friends, and my perfect boyfriend.

Sometimes I wonder how my mom and dad are, if they cry ever night that I'm gone or if they have moved on and had a new child someone cute that would never run away from them, because they had no need to.   

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Phew another one down! 

I got inspired by a song which is the one at the top, and immediately had to write about it (after I came up with the plot). to be honest the oneshot was just a mess I had some trouble writing it because I didn't now where to start and stop a paragraph. never the less I still loved writing it, and I'm considering putting making a part two about what happened after Bakugo left, and there are probably going to be alot of different perspectives and by a lot I mean 3-4.

Hope you enjoyed!