Trans Bakugou x Kirishima

Chapter 3: Breakdowns

TW: Transphobia and Homophobia, please do not read this if it triggers you!

-Kirishima's POV-

I instantly walked out of his dorm, to fast for him to catch up on me feeling my throat close up slowly and some warm tears started to stream down my face. I quickly hurried to my dorm, which was right next to his and locked myself in and just let all my tears stream down my face and I just flopped on my bed with my face buried in my pillow, getting some eyeliner I had on staining the pillow. Before suddenly thinking, "Fuck, fuck, fuck... He'll never love me- He probably wont even accept me being Gay... Everyone in my last school [expect Mina] started making fun of me and all... What if it happens here again?... Will I have to try transferring again?.. I can't deal with that again.. It was too painful.." Thoughts and memories started flooding my mind causing me to just cry more, uncontrollably. I cried the whole night till I couldn't anymore.

-Bakugou's POV-
I groaned slightly and just brought my hand up and rubbed my temples in annoyance. I then went over to the bed and flopped down on it and stared up at the ceiling. My mind started to wander, thinking of millions of reasons Kirishi- I mean Shitty Hair- could've left. Was he mad over something maybe? Pshh- As if he can be mad at something hes a.. Beautiful Ray of Sunishine- Wait what did I just think... This has to be some sick joke.. Ugh of course I let my thoughts just wander again.. I didnt even come here to UA for a lover. I came here to become Number One Hero of course and to get away from my last few schools..

I sighed deeply as the memories of my old school crossed my mind.

"HAHA YOUR SO WEAK- YOULL NEVER BE A REAL MALE"
"FAGGOT"
Everyone was in a circle around me, laughing at me. They took turns throwing even more insults. Some threw papers as well, and some.. other objects. Some threatened to just do terrible things to me.. unspeakable things...

I felt my throat close up.. Why couldn't I just be.. Accepted for me?... Is it wrong?.. Are they correct on me being just a wannabe boy?.. How would Kirishima think?.. Would he.. Would he think I'm not a real man?.. My heart suddenly sunk at the thought. I pictured a look of disgust from him and imagined, in his voice,
"You Filthy Liar! You arent a real man! Your far from being one! You'll always be a girl. Nothing more."
I felt warm salty tears suddenly start to slide down my face and I crossed my arms over my chest and clenched on my shoulders tightly. God I'm so cowardly.. Why would anyone like a fake girl like me?...