im almost giving up. almost giving in. im losing it. I thought i would be okay but im not. I cant cry. im too shocked. my fairytale broke my heart. ripped it away from me. I think im just now collecting my thoughts. my fairytale hates me. and so do his friends. im right on the edge. ready to fall. the only reason I havent fallen yet is because of my fairytale. but he's pushed me closer to the edge. and im not second guessing the fall. my friends want to help. but I welcome the fall. I welcome hitting the ground. and dying. there's no saving me now. my fairytale was the last hope in my life. but he's cold hearted and doesnt care. so im done. im gone. goodbye.
