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i still lived with my momma for half the time until i got my shit together. my momma wasn't shit but that's still my mom

" dezmond come clean my damn house " my mother yelled

" i ain't even do this shit it was your crackhead ass boyfriend " i mumbled getting up

" speak louder " she said coming inside my room

we lived in a 2 bedroom apartment, we moved from
house to house because she never had money to pay the bills

now that she got with the crackhead ass boyfriend, she been having money lately.

" nobody ain't say nothing " i said getting on my phone

" you don't clean nothing, you gonna be just like your father DEAD " she said shouting the last part

this was an everyday routine with her and i'm use to it, i can't vent to nobody because i'm the only child i think i am.

my father ain't dead i speak to him everyday while... i think that's my father since she don't know if he dead or alive

" go clean that house boy you heard your mom " the crackhead boyfriend say

" ion gotta listen to you, my father is not you so get the fuck out my face gang " i said

he put his cigarette down and grabbed me by my collar, " you listen to me boy "

he threw me down on the bed and tried to punch me my reflexes was able to get him before he could get me

my momma walked in the room, " WHY DO YOU DO THIS DEZMOND YOU ALWAYS DO THIS "

" do what knock out your boyfriends cause they attack me first " i asked confused

" NO THATS IT, get out pack all your shit and leave. EVERYTHING " she yelled

i went to my drawl and took out my money, weed, perks, and the shit i used to make lean.

i left all my shit besides my slides and my yezzys all the other shit i left with.

i ain't have a car or nothing the only thing i had was the little bit of money, but now ion got no where to sleep.

i started to roam the streets from 7 in the morning till 6 in the afternoon until somebody pulled they car over.

" dez why you walking i've came down here every 2 hours you still here " sabrina said

sabrina was the hood mom, she had love for everybody

" get in the car " she demanded

i got in the car and she drove to her house, i wish she would've actually cared for me lol

𝗗𝗲𝘇𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆 𝗪𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻
17 Years of Age
Atlanta, Georgia

" why you still have him here you ain't getting paid for it " i heard sabrina boyfriend say

" because he don't have no where to go that's why, that's like my son " i heard her say back

i walked into the living room with the stuff i brought with MY money & left the stuff she brought me

" i'm outta here gang " i said walking out the door

i ain't have no where to go, but i was gon find somewhere asap

" wait ant — "

" — my name is dez to you it's cool i'm outta here "

and that started my journey on being alone & dealing with my own problems

that's when i started having 𝗗𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀