what do I do?(a one direction fanfic)

Chapter Three-This is really it

Nialls pov:
This is really it, I'm going to ask her on a date. How do I word this. What will she say. I can't believe this is actually her. The gorgeous girl in my dreams. I'm so nervous. But excited at the same time.

She sat down on a chair, she must think I'm weird, I was standing still speechless for about two minutes. Then I just blurted it all out,
"Charlotte I think you're insanely beautiful, I can't get my head around it. I don't know what you're going to say about this, but will you, will you go on a date with me."
"A date!?" she whisper shouted, I can't read the expression on her face, is she angry or happy.
"Shit I'm sorry I should of just asked if you wanted to meet up one day, sorry I've fucked this whole thing up. I'll go." I replied maybe sounding a bit more blunt than necessary.
"No Niall, don't go, I'm just shocked, I mean you're famous and everything, you're adorable and so amazing, why would you pick a tramp like me, oh shit, actually I don't know if i can go through with this it's too much." It sounded as if the last bit was a lie, but what do I say to that.
"Charlotte you're not a tramp, you're the most stunning girl I've ever met, just please give me a chance, I can protect you, I'll support you through everything, just please it feels so right to be asking you on a date, I've only just met you but I feel like we are going to have a future together, no I know we will. Just meet up with me please, it doesn't have to be a date if you don't want it to be, just a meet up. Say to get to know each other better. Please." I practically begged her. At this point I think I was blushing slightly, but I don't care, I just want her to say yes.
"Niall you're the most amazing boy ever, but I don't know, I've got a child to look after, it's tricky enough as it is. I'm not ready for another tragic relationship. It won't end well, it never does, I can promise you that now."
Sadness loomed over my face, what am I supposed to do now, I've begged her, told her I know we have a future together. Yet she's still not willing to give me a chance.
"What is it, am I not talented enough, am I not handsome enough for you, why can't you just give me one chance. I've never done anything to hurt you, and nor will I ever. Just please at least take my number, to keep in touch?"
"Niall you're perfect, you're everything a woman or girl can wish for in a man, but you don't know me or my past, I can't risk anything anymore I promised myself I'd never get back into a relationship. Besides I don't even know you, how am I supposed to know you won't do anything to hurt me, all men are the same. I'll exchange numbers with you, but I think that might just be about it. I'm sorry Niall."
Her voice was so soft, I don't know how she can keep this calm, men aren't all the same, I won't ever hurt her. I just want to get to know her, and now I'm even more drawn in, what's happened in her past? I can't argue back with her, it'll make situations worse. I feel like crying right now, I can't cry I front of her, I'll seem like a wimp.
"Okay, sorry" I replied glumly.
"Don't be sorry, so what's your number, I'll put it in my phone now?"
"Thankyou, 07175320863, what about you?"
"07928738092, I'll text you later, it was nice meeting you." *not real numbers*
"Yeah, you too, let's head back to the boys and Ashlee, they'll be wondering what took so long"
With that we headed back into the other room, to find all the boys playing with Ashlee. I wished that would be me one day. Silence grew as we entered, the boys were looking at me, searching my features to see if I would show them a sign. I think they realised it was a no, I looked upset I couldn't help it. They all gave me an apologetic look. No one knew what to say, so the boys started making small talk with Charlotte, whilst I was sitting there all down on myself. It all went silent when Liam asked her one certain question. Do you have a partner? She froze, blinking to hold back tears, that's when Ashlee went over there and gave her a hug, telling her it was okay to tell them. Charlotte gulped and managed to speak.
"N..no I dont" She spoke so quietly, I just wanted to go over there to tell her everything was going to be okay, she was on the verge of crying, but I couldn't. She didn't want me.
"I'm sorry love, you can talk to us if you need to. Take all our numbers, if you need us we can try to help you get through it. We don't expect you to tell us things yet though. If you want to you can of course" liam spoke up for him and the rest of the group.
"Thanks" was all Charlotte had to say in return,