Right now I'm in the bathroom, looking at the test I just took but not looking at the results. It says I'm supposed to wait until 3 minutes past but it's been five. My boyfriend, Jaden is supposed to be back in a little and I'm really scared on what his gonna say, he did say that he wants a kid just not right now cuz he wants to stay on his music and he don't want nothing to do with something like that for a while and I get.
I finally took the gut to flip it over and trust me it did not come out as I wanted it too.
Positive
2 lines
O my fucking god I don't even know what to do but cry, I can't believe I'm actually having a baby like wtf. I have a baby in my that my caring.
That's when I here the door open and I hurry and put the test in my hoodie and walk out the bathroom to see Jaden coming into the room, he looks at me and smile before placing a kiss on my lips as I kiss back ovi.
"Hey baby, how are you?" Jaden say and I just smile showing him that I'm fine even tho in the inside I'm fucking screaming.
"Are you ok you don't look to well?" He ask again as his worried and I would be if I was Him.
"Oh nothing just tried right now but thanks for asking." I say
"Here take your hoodie off and we can cuddle." He says and tries to take it off but I back up as I don't want him to take it age and the test falls out
"Why can't I take you hoodie off? Are you hiding something?" He say worried again and I'm just there standing looking like a fucking rope
"Uh- i- I- d-d- do- don't w-w-want t-t-t-to." STOP STUTTERING YOU DUMB ASS BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
"Hey are you stuttering baby? Did I do something wrong?" He say still asking questions and I just jump on the bed which was a bad idea cuz the text feel out, I quickly grab it but I think he notice cuz he saw something pink, ahhh shit here we go
"Baby what was that?" He said
"N-nothing jut a condom." I say, WTF THERE IS NO FUCKING PINK CONDOMS YOU DUMB ASS BITCH, NOW HE PROB THUNK YOU CHEATING YOU STUPID ASS DUMB FUCKING LOOKING BITCH
"Nicole a condom is not pink, and if there are pink condoms why in the fuck do you have a condom? Are you cheating on me?" He say. Oh shitt
"Um no baby it's for you I think." WHY IN THE WORKD FUCKING TRASH BIN WOULD YOU SAY YOU THINKKKKKKK.
"You think?" He says and I just nod making it even worst then it is. He then pulls it out of my hand and look at the test as he sees the results, he just look at me while I'm ready for to cry.
"You know I said wasn't ready for a baby!" He yells
"I-I'm s-s-sorry I d-didn't k-know." You say or may I say stutter
"It's not no 'I'm sorry' or 'I didn't know'!" He yells again and then that's when my bitch side comes on, oh shit he better be ready to get slapped.
"Who the fuck do you think you are yelling at me like I did something wrong, you the one who wants to fuck all the time, your the one that like 'oh baby we don't need a condom I bet your on pill' and I just sit there and let you do it, and then when I do get a baby it's all my fucking fault-"
"Get out!" He says
"Wh-"
"You fucking heard me get. Out" he say and I just sit there shocked, I never thought he would kick me out but yet he acted like he loved me with all his life
"You know what fuck you if you want to be here all alone then you do that if you don't fucking love me then you don't."
"I ever said I don't lov-"
" I don't want to fucking here it!" I say and I get up and pack your bags. It you took 3 hours and Jaden didn't even talk to you cuz you didn't let him.
"I'm leaving." Is all I say before walking out of the to the front door
I really wanna do a part 2 so if you don't want that I'm still doing it
