Unexpected

what could possibly happen

     walking to school like i always do i felt nervouse but rather nacuios, ive always had that bad feeling on school mornings it was either because i was going to see someone i liked or school just makes me very sick i dont know." i love her anyway yeah i loveher anyway" i started to sing while i walked, panic at the disco was my favorite i literally listen to them every freaking day.

  I had arrived into school and saw a whole front school yard empty, my eyes widen and i quickly look at my phone its pretty late, how didnt i notice?. i walk in and arrive at my locker and open it throwing my stuff everywhere. "late?" i felt a deep raspy voice in my ear , it was ross. "yeah " i say not bothering to look at him, he suddenly pulls my hand and walks towards the door to exit "what are you doing?"i ask trying to escape his grip, "im not feeling school today lets go somewhere else" he says with us now standing in the sidewalk besides school. i felt nacuios(<icant spell that) again just of the feeling that we'd had just left school and we could possibly get caught at any minute, but what could possibly happen?, im literraly spending a day with ross...alone. " your not gonna do anything?" he asks looking at me " i didnt feel like coming anyways." i say looking down . after a few minutes we arrive at an empty park and sit on a bench , silence surrounds us as we sit there looking at eachother untill he breaks the silence " you think i like you?" he says with a tired look " look cass i dont have time for this your wasting your thoughts on us" he says looking at me at that moment i knew something was wrong with him but i chose to ignore it " what the hell ross you pull me all the way heere for this? you know what im wasting my time " i say and turn around and rapidly walk back to school "cass!" i hear him yell out but i ignore and kept walking after a few minutes into to walking i arrived to school and notice everyone outside  then i find zachary "cass" he says greeting me with a hug i then hug him tighter and start to drown in tears " whats wrong? where were you ?" i start to explain what happen " im sorry for this " he says pulling away and starts to walk towards ross who was just walking towards me " zach what are you_" before i could finish i see them both on the floor fighting against eachother i just stand there crying my eyes out because there was nothing i could do considering i could get my ass beat if i ever try to stop the fight i am lightly pushed to the side but administrators as they walk towards them and stop the fight i noticed zachary on the floor beaten up at that moment i rush up to him and hold him in my arms "zach " i cry out but soon i was carried away and he was walked into the principals office . i couldnt do anything so i walk up to ross who was now heading home . i guess he walked away from the administrarors because nothing had happend to him " ross." i say behind him he turns around with his hand on his nose splatered in blood  of his own " your happy now " he says walking away " ross i didnt know he was going to look i---"before i could finish he walks towards me and i suddenly feel the warmth of his lips touch mine i grab on to his black leatherd jacket kiss back but then he pull away and walks and i stand there in shock i mean i liked it but i never thought he'd to that.

  I arrive home and quickly get into bed and scroll through my phone texting zach a billion times before i thought he'd text back but he didnt and i notice a small note on the side of my bed and slowly open it : 

    DEAR CASS,

hey i know your probably mad or annoyed with me since you havent replied to any of my texts or call, but what i said earlier was not what i meant i was just a little tired from all the rehersals i had to do but i just have mixed feelings and  it makes me go into a angry kind of phase i know your confused iguess but ill explain everything when i get back from tour in a while.                                           sincerly- Ross.

 Tour? thats a long way from now and it kills me just knowing that i wont be able to see him for monthns but i wasnt mad at him. i angrinly grab my phone and text ross as fast as i could

"Tour? ross thats months from now " i texted , a few seconds later he replies.

"Im sorry but i need to go ill be here fast before you know it, im on the airport now" he replies.

"ok then..good luck" i text back.

" sorry ill see you" i reply .

" i love you" i reply then i suddenly regret sending that i feel embarrasment slap my face as i put my phone down, but i noticed he didnt reply.

                                                NEXT MORNING 

 i slowly open my eyes and noticed i fell asleep just thinking about what i have texted ross, but i just sat there in my thought knowing that ross and the rest of the lynche's have probably arrived to tour and it kills me just thinking about how he just left me before what happend yesterday.

"cassie " i hear mom enter my room as i quickly lay down " honey i had a call from school last night..where were you?" i sat up and remained speechless untill i managed to make something up " i ...um..didnt want to go inside im having problems with some girls" i say tiredly " well well have to work on talking to the principal about that but you wont be going to school for a few months" she says "why?" i ask " i have a new job over at florida and im afraid youll have to be here alone for a while" she says with a sad voice " mom i can get kicked out of school" i say " i had a talk with them after they called me your good for now but i need you to call me if anything goes wrong and ill be here as soon as possible' she says walking to the door " when are you leaving?" i ask " in a few weeks " she says walking out.

 Great im here all alone without mom, Ross  away in tour,and zachary probably hating the guts out of me because of ross.

hey guys i hoped this was good ..like isaid it gets better its just the beggining and i honestly didnt plan the beggining very well but yeah :p if you have ever noticed but my grammar can be very shitty and im sorry my keyboard is very bad but sorry :( anyways ill keep updating as long as i can >thanks for reading <3 i love you :o