𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕺𝖓𝖊 𝖂𝖍𝖔 𝕮𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉 𝕸𝖊

TWENTY EIGHT...

Jungkook's pov...

Night... I hate nights... I hate dark... And here I am all tied up like an animal... Why...

Whatever is happening to you... You are the only one who's responsible for this...

What!... I did what you said... I am not wrong... You said that if I'll kidnap her she'll be mine... So I did...

You said that she's mine I can do anything to her so I fucked her that night...

You said that she's mine and if I didn't bonded her she'll run away from me so I chained her...

I didn't let her do anything... I didn't let her go out...

You are the only one who said that I love her... You are the only one who said that she loves me... You are the only one who made me do all these things...

And you are saying that it's because of me...

Listen jeon... Whatever I said to you was the truth... You wanted her so I gave you ways... That's it... And about this... That why you are here... They all think that you are mad... That's why you are here...

"No... I am not mad..."

But you've proved it by yourself...

"Shut up... You are the one who's responsible for all these mess..." I can't take this anymore...

I tried really hard to get out of this shitty jacket...

Jeon... Why the hell you are blaming me for this... She's still yours... Try to underst--

"SHUT UP!!... Just shut up... She was never mine... I never loved her... She never loved me... She never wanted me... She was so pure I ruined her... AHHHHH!!!" I just want to kill myself...

"Why... I even followed you... Why... The fuck I did all that... She was just kind and caring towards me... And I... I just used her... She was so right... I am a monster... I am that monster who ate her each and every single time when touched her... I... I... No... Why..."

"Why... And still she's trying to save me..." As much I've known her... She would've lied to the police...

She tried so hard to change me back then... She always tried to make me calm... But I was all the time... Urghh...

"I beaten her... I raped her... I crushed her happiness, freedom and everything... I did everything which I wouldn't have done... What should I do now..."

For the last time listen to me...

"No... No way at all... If you wouldn't have been me... I surely would've killed you... You are a poisonous matter who spoiled mine as well as hers life too..."

Jeon... Calm down... You only have two choices right now... First face the reality and let those doctors give you shock treatments... And Second... Kill yourself and rest in peace...

Shock treatments??... I am not mad... I just listened to you... No... I am not gonna let that happen... I'll talk with Y/n about this... She'll definitely understand me...

She always understood me... And this time also she'll understand me...

How you can be this shameless Jeon... You did so many things to her and you will ask for her help... You know what... Just die... Because you can't do anything other than that... And tell me one thing... If you got out of this hospital... What you are going to do after that huh??

I... I will live my life peacefully and restart everything...

Jeon... Don't you know what you want... You want love... You want a life... You want someone... You want Y/n... You need y/n...