i could hear you typing, i don't know if you're aware of that or not, but i could. who are you texting? why are you smiling at their texts? you tell me it your friend, but you always use that friend as an excuse and maybe you forget that you constantly tell me how much you hate him. i often wonder if you're smiling at the texts of other girls, and normally i would say that's it's not because i don't trust you, but because my mind just works that way. but maybe i don't trust you? do i? do i trust him? of course i have to if this is a relationship i want to be in. but you told me earlier some girl asked for your number. did you give it to her and lie to me saying you didn't? is it because i leave you alone during the day? or how about because i'm not the same as i once was? you complain all the time that i'm different and you want the old me.
you wanted the old me. sorry. past tense.
YOU ARE READING
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Randomimagine that this is coming from someone who you know and love, like a diary of sorts that helps you comprehend how they feel and what they're thinking.
