LOVE, EMOTIONS & RELATIONS

Episode 55 - Am Yours!!!

Episode starts with....

Riddhima was blushing as all the glares were on them and she hug Vansh to avoid her embarrassment. Vansh smiled at her and then suddenly one among the public shouted

"When is the D – Day?"

Riddhima stared at Vansh and they both were smiling and then Vansh replied

Vansh: We are already married

They hear cheers for them and then after a lot of congratulating, everyone got back to their tables and had their food. Riddhima was adoring Vansh and was caressing her ring with a blush.

Vansh: Seems like Mrs. Rai Singhania is lost in the thoughts of some other man (smirk)

Riddhima: Mr. Rai Singhania, I don't have any in my life other than my husband so stop being jealous

Vansh (smiled): You happy?

Riddhima (excited): Happy seems to be a small word now Vansh. Am more than happy and am just unable to express it.

Vansh was happy to see her happy. His heart finally found solace. Riddhima was happy to find her love in her best friend who always love her. Then something strikes her

Riddhima: Vansh!!

Vansh: Ha bolo

Riddhima: You always loved me?

Vansh nodded with a smile

Riddhima: Then why didn't you confess? And when did this happen? And how come I never realised! And ... am confused!! (making a face)

Vansh smiles at her and taking her hand onto his, he kisses it making her nervous. He holds onto the hand and then starts telling her

Vansh: This love I have for you isn't any new feeling. I fell for you when we met for the first time. It was love at first sight but then I denied my feelings as I was confused but later on when I started getting to know you, I realised my feelings. I had thoughts of revealing how madly and immensely I love you but then I was afraid what if you reject! What if you break ties with me! What if you blame yourself or hurt yourself! Those thoughts were freaking me. I used to get nightmares of that. This was so heart-breaking that I decided I suppress my feelings in myself so that I wont lose you. I can hide my feelings but being away from you was something which I cant risk of. Riddhu I know you, I know how you behave when you are happy, when you are upset, when you are hurt, when you are angry, when you are broke everything. So, am aware that if you learn that the person whom you considered as your best friend has feelings for you then you'll break, you'll think if you were to be blamed, you'll try to hurt yourself, you'll distance yourself from me and you'll avoid me which I can't bear so with no option left and no hope for you to love me, I decided to forget my feelings and concentrate on the happy news that you are there for me and nothing else is needed. After that incident which 2 and half months back, my family seeing your condition decided to get us married and I was happy. I was joyous and came to reveal my feelings for you so that we can start afresh but the condition you put forwards me proved that you can never love me but that doesn't mean I'll leave you for your fate. Am your friend so how can I let you go! Isliye I got married to you with the hope that though you don't love me, I'll get to see you. I'll have you in my life. I was selfish because I loved you and I wanted you as my best friend or soulmate but when you stated you can never love me, I decided I cant lose my best friend so had to marry you. And in these 2 months, I always cherished every moment spent with you. And then I felt that am falling for you once again and my love isn't suppressing instead is doubling all the time and what if I revealed my feelings for you in some weak moment! The thought that you'll break hit me hard and so I started avoiding you to avid my feelings but in this process I hurt you and even realised that being away would kill me. And when I realised even you have feelings for me. I didn't feel like delaying more. SO!!! Here's the result!!!