my best friend<3

okay so you think this is going to be some sappy story about me meeting some chick who is my best friend?, because its not most girls have girl best friends and yes i have those two but my BEST friend is a guy and his name is dylan, me and him have grown up together sence second grade when i first moved in to our neighborhood, i didnt know anybody and i just wanted to make some friends, when i saw this little boy prancing around in a arm outfit paintball gun in hand tramping threw  the neighborhood with his friends hiding everywhere! he looked ridiculous, his friend anthony hid in my front yard trying to "blend in" looking at the  neighborhood boys i couldnt help but laugh, a few weeks later school started and i walked into my second grade class and there he was! my best friend (even though he wasnt at the time) i walked over to him and we instantly clicked.

 Me and dylan have a special bond no one can understand, through out all of elemntry school i hung out with him and his friend austin it as the three muskateers untill fourth grade when austin moved to idaho, when he moved it became me and dylan, thats when we really became best friends hanging out constantly every day after school, we told eachother everything he made me smile and laugh my mom was happy i found someone who can make me happy because when i moved i lost my best friend jessica i thought i would never meet anyone who made me  as happy as she did, but when i met dylan is was like i found my true best friend.

 When we went into sixth grade me and dylan we ireseprateble, no one could pull us apart and its still like taht today, i feel like being his best friend is the best thing on the whole planet! having someone like dylan in my life is amazing! he looks out for me like im his sister wich  what it is basically now. :) when my parents decided to move to kizer in the sixth grade i was crushed beyond belief having to lose my best friend and all the time we spent together, i couldnt help but run to his house in tears, over the years knowing dylan its been a series of ups and downs with me having depression he had to stop me from killing myself, i thought i would lose him after the move but i didnt, i was glad to because after the move and me trying to kill myself dylan is still there for me.

when i told dylan about my depression i thought he wouldnt wana be my best friend anymore, when i told him it was the best day ever we were hanign out in our own spot we found a long time ago away from the neighborhood, i told him and i strted crying thinking this was the last time i would see my best friend, he looked me in the eyes hugged me tight and said "myca bear i would never leave you, your my best friend im glad you told me you are depressed because now i can help you through it" he then tickled me and ran off, i ran after him and tackled him.

when people think of best friends they think of either two girls or two guys, for some odd reason a girl and a guy being best friends is weird to some people, i have no clue why but it is,  the friendship me and dylan share is unbelieveble to most people, i swear you can say were practically the same person. My mom said i get distracted so easily around dylan because me and him are so much alike:)  we have so many memories and inside jokes that most people dont understand, when i lived in kizer i only saw dylan at school because i still went to the same middle school, but in the eigth grade my mom decided to move back to salem and we moved closer to my best friend! when i told him we were moving again he couldnt be any happier , hen we went to highschool we got seprated again by the school system now that its sophmore year i get my best friend back becaus ehe is moving to my school :)

I know alot of people think that ill end up falling in love with my best friend because of how close me and him are, but thats not gunna  be the case me and dylan are only best friends, even though best friends cant even begin to describe us, we have such a deep bond that no one can break what we have, no matter who gets in our way i will always have dylan in  my life, one ex tryed breaking me and dylan up he said i had to choose him or my best friend so i said " i pick my best friend your just jelous of what me and dylan have, he undertands me more then anyone becuse he is my best friend! i woulnt trade him in for the whole world, he is my brother and i love him i dont get it why you have to make me choose when you know the obvious choice because when i look at the situation i think to my self"hmm some guy or my best friend?" i mean seriously if you had to be in a situation like this who  would you pick? 

dylan is my better half we have movie nights every saturday because thats the one day a week where we both set aside time to see eachother an  im glad we picked saturdays becaue when i get home from roller derby i get washed up get into comfy clothes and around six he comes and picks me up and we hang out all night, most people think thats a little gross or a little creepy but we dont mind we hang out with his family watch movies play games or sometimes me and dylan go on late night walks. its not a bad thing that i have a guy best friend its what i chose early in life and i dont wana change it for the world, i love my best friend with all my heart he is the most important thing to me beside my family, we promised eachother that when we get married im going to be in his weeding and hell be in mine and if my dad dies before the weeding im having dylan walk me down the isle as my best friend, he means that much to me, he is my big brother and i love him so much!

When i first met dylan i didnt know he  would become my best friend, all my friends hate how close me and dylan are only because they are dreading for when he comes to our school because he will take me away, only a few of my friends dont mind that hes coming to our school because they are his friends to,  dylan and i will never stop being best friends my mom said we have a connection to were we could stop talking for a  month hang out once and it would be like we only havnt seen eachother for a day, and thats how its alays guna be, i love the bond me and dylan have, no one can understand us and it makes me upset that alot of people think he is using me when ive known him sence childhood, people need to understand my relationship with dylan, 

One time in about the fourth grade right before austin moved i got really depressed, i couldnt take it anymore i grabbed a knife and ran to our spot dylan and austin heard me crying and rushed over the mix of my blood and dirt and tears was to much for them austin threw his arms around me and dylan wrestled the blade out of my hands they both hugged me tight crying as the rain fell on us, it was when everything changed between the three of us, austin relized how much it hurt me when he teased me or i got bulled he instantly stopped and started being nice to me, Dylan now watches me with a careful eye  like I'm going to have thoughts like that, I'm not suicidal or anything i just have anxiety issues and the fact that i get over stressed easily doesn't help whats so ever.

once Austin finally moved we lost our musketeer and it was just us two nothing felt the same because it was only us three the whole summer before Austin moved, yes some of the other neighborhood kids played with us but we mostly played with only us three, we all shared a secrete bond that no one can really break, me and Austin don't talk anymore but me an Dylan talk twenty four seven(or when ever we can)  being Dylan's best friend has changed a lot its impact my life so greatly and I'm glad because of Dylan i learned to be my real self when it comes to trying to fit in, having Dylan as my best friend is something i wouldn't change for the world, i will always have a tight connection with my best friend that no one will ever come close too,