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GUYSS I've been super busy so I didn't have time to update but I'm gonna try to update much more.

Its been two weeks since I found out Vallyk cheated on me. He keeps texting, calling, and pulling up to my house. I dont want to be bothered with him at ALL. He hurt me in a way I've never been hurt and im not gonna just forgive him like that ya know? Vallyk is a real dick for what he did to me. But he is apart of the friend group so I eventually have to forgive him.

Anyway I just woke up and im gonna go downstairs to say goodmorning to everyone. I walked downstairs and I saw Derek and Jiggy putting things in a duffle bag.

Y/n: Goodmo- wait what are you guys doing??
Derek: OH yea I forgot to tell you me and the boys are going on a trip for awhile
Jiggy: Yea but we will be back soon
Y/n: Oh okay but why can't I come?
Jiggy: Its just the boys going this time it won't be long
Y/n: How long are you staying for?
Derek: Either a month or less, we are going to PA just to see our other friends and my family.
Y/n: Ima miss you guyss🙁🥺
Jiggy & Derek: We will miss you too

We all went into a big group hug and sat there for about 2 minutes. Of course I started crying. All the boys except Vallyk have helped me through this. They are the reason I'm doing okay, I dont know what I'll be like with out them.

Derek: Hey y/n can you come upstairs rq I have to talk to you
Y/n: Yea ofc
Derek: Are you gonna be okay?
Y/n: Yea ill be okay ill probably just invite the girls over
Derek: You can always talk to me, if you need anything while we are there just call okay?
Y/n: Yea ofc, and thank you for everything you have helped me so much ❤
Derek: Your welcome I love you
Y/n: I love you too always

Me and Derek hugged for like another 2 minutes then the boys came in🙄 They always ruin everything like ik me and Derek aren't together but its annoying.

Mike: Am I inturiptung something😂
Kobe: Go get yoooo mannnnns
Y/n: You guys are soo dumb🙄😭
Cohen: Its our job never forget that
Derek: Are you guys excited! Wait where did Jiggy go?
Vallyk: Jiggy is taking a shit but yea im hella excited
Y/n: Wtf why are you here?
Kobe: Y/n-
Vallyk- Well im going with them and I figured that I can just come and say bye to you as well
Y/n: You figured wrong Vallyk, you were wrong for what you did and im not gonna forget it that easily
Derek: Stop crying y/n itll be okay
Jiggy: What I miss?
Vallyk: Y/n can I please talk to you alone before I go?
Jiggy: Nevermind
Y/n: Yea make it quick

Me and Vallyk left Derek's room and went into my room. I knew the boys were gonna end up listening cause they are so nosy. I sat on my bed as well as vallyk and we started talking.

Vallyk: Look im sorry I know I messed up and I just feel horrible
Y/n: You broke me and your gonna have to live with that
Vallyk: I know and im sor-
Y/n: Who did you sleep with?
Vallyk: I dont think you want to know that
Y/n: WHO TF WAS IT?
Vallyk: SCREAM AT ME AGAIN BITCH AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS
Y/n: I'm not scared of you and never will be now who did you cheat on me with?!
Vallyk: It was Ahellia and Sharan
Y/n: REALLY VALLYK MY BEST FRIEND AND WHO TF IS SHARAN
Vallyk: Y/n stop screaming look me in the eyes, I know your angry but I just want you to listen okay?
Y/n: How am I supposed to stop screaming you slept with my best friend!
Vallyk: Well me and Ahellia went to this party and we were both drinking. I guess we were so drunk that we slept together. It meant nothing at all I didn't even mean it. I was drunk y/n. And Sharan I cheated on you with her to make you jealous. You weren't giving me enough attention. Im so sorry mamas
Y/n: I- I dont know if I can do this right now i was just doing good again and now I hear this. But I have to forgive you😞
Vallyk: Wait really?
Y/n: Yea I forgive you Vallyk
Vallyk: I love you babes always know that okay? We are forever.
Y/n: We are done Vallyk but I forgive you and I still wanna be Besties
Vallyk: Oh-🙁 well at least we are friends again

Me and Vallyk hugged quick and then we said bye to each other. It was so hard to forgive Vallyk but if I dont than itll be awkward between the whole group. The boys were about to leave and im really upset tbh. I hugged Mike, Kobe, Jiggy, Cohen, and Vallyk. They all went to put their bags in the car. Now it was time for me to say bye to Derek which will be the hardest part.

Derek: I'm gonna miss you
Y/n: I'm gonna miss you so much
Derek: I'm proud of you for forgiving Vallyk that means you moved on
Y/n: Yea im done with him, but it took alot to forgive him because he hurt me so bad
Derek: Yea itl-
Mike: Derek all the bags are in the car are you coming?
Derek: Yea ill be there in a minute im saying bye to y/n
Mike: Ight we'll be in da car
Derek: Well I have to go
Y/n: Yea Ik I hope you have a great time
Derek: I will

I went to hug Derek and try not to cry... as soon as I went to hug him he said no

Derek: No
Y/n: Huh you don't wanna hug
Derek: NOPE
Y/n: Fine meanie😒

Derek grabbed my waist and brought me closer to him. He than took his hand and lifted up my face bringing it closer to his. Our faces kept getting closer and closer until both our faces met. We both closed our eyes and than its like I blacked out. We were kissing... we made our for like two minutes straight. Derek pulled away and laughed.

Y/n: Why are you laughing
Derek: I didnt expect you to kiss me back
Y/n: I-
Derek: I'm in love with you y/n
Y/n: I- Im in love with you too I've been for awhile...
Derek: Ik well igtg now but ill talk to you later okay?
Y/n: Um yea have fun and be safe

OML me and Derek just kissed. I didnt see that coming at all like I feel like I'm dreaming. I've been in love with Derek but didn't know how to tell him because I was also in love with Vallyk. But I have to call the girls and tell them. Wait I have to call Aheillia, she slept with my bf.

*Derek's Pov*

I figured since I was going away for awhile y/n deserved to know how I felt. So I kissed her I was just shocked she kissed me back.

Me: Mike I kissed y/n
Mike: Bro ong?
Me: Ong
Mike: Did she kiss ya back?
Me: Yea and she said she been in love with me
Mike: Yessir I knew it, I called it. When are you gonna tell the rest of the boys
Me: I'm not, not yet anyway.

•End of Derek Pov•

Ahellia and the girls are on their way over...