My dream come true or is it

The waterfall

"Wow how the light off the moon sparkle off the shimmering waterfall in the fresh wind of the midnight air and the cloudy sky, the fish all different kinds of fish I can't believe I'm really hear.

I'm at the waterfall and the moon light ow the moonlight how it shins over the bottom of the waterfall like a little pool of at the bottom just deep just right. The water the water is so nice ild stay in there forever if I didn't have to go back.

Back to my boring life sitting behind a dest all day getting coffee for people I despise and doing things they can do them self but to lassie I I I only wish that it didn't take me this long to get hear.

What about all the people I hurt will I have to face them will I have to talk to them. What about dad hill probably think I'm missing nar I'm twenty eight he won't worry. But Harley what about Harley how I left every thing and every one just to get hear.

But it was worth it or was it I don't really know any more?" I wish I could go back back to when I was five when my mum when mum was still with us before she got sick before it all happened before she died.

I still have dreams about that last day I sore her the last words she said to me "jess go to that waterfall and never look back " those nine word over and over in my head every night for eighteen years "Jess go to that waterfall and never look back" but how can I not.

Look back when a hurt so manny people when I f****ed my chanced to have a good future. To have a good job I hope Harlry won't be mad at me what am I say of cause he would be mad at me I told him that I'm going to do this if he killed me and I don't care what he had to say about it.

I just what to go back when it was just mum dad and I we'll all where happy. Everything was just right I Carnot believe I've don't so much horrible things i guess I braing it on myself we all have to face want we've don't sometimes soon then latter.

I bedder go I'll go back Monday. I went back to my little house I cannot sleep those nine word rushing though my mind go to the waterfall and never look back jess.

It Finley is morning and I didn't get any sleep I think I ...... no I know what I have to do now I have to go back I have to go back to my life. I start paking my things I drive to the airport as fast as I can I get on the plain.