Stargazing Over the Sea

A Jealousy Party

"Armin can you help me on number 3 please, I'm just a little confused."

"Sure y/n"

Armin leaned over the table, inching closer and closer until his lips were almost right up to yours. He started to explain how to do this equation but all you could think about is putting your lips on his. Slowly yet passionately, him gently laying you down on the library table while his tongue intertwines with yours as he grinds against you feeling him getting har-

"y/n? Hello?" Armin said while tapping your shoulder.

"Yes, I'm here!" You responded frantically.

Your cheeks were now a bright peach color.

"Do you need me to repeat it?" He said with a giggle.

"Yes please." You answered with a nervous smile.

A few moments later Eren approached you guys at the library.

"Oh hey Eren," You said.

"Hey y/n, Hey Armin," Eren said.

"How have you been, haven't seen you in a little while," Armin asked.

"I've been okay, just busy settling in."

"Ya us too," I answered.

"Anyway Jean and I are having a party tonight and I just came to invite you guys, you guys shouldn't be studying on a Friday night anyways."

"I mean I don't really know we have a quiz on Monday."

You cut Armin off saying,

"Of course we will be there!"

"Sounds good, see you guys there."

Eren looked you up and down and gave you a little flirtatious smirk before leaving.

Did Eren just- no that's weird but if he did that would be kinda hot. Nope, that's odd stop.

"y/n you know we have to study." Armin sounded a little concerned.

"Common let's go have some fun, we can't let studies consume us. I promise we can pick back up tomorrow."

"Okay fine, it's already 7:00 pm we should probably go get ready," Armin said

"Ya Eren just texted me the info, it starts at 10:00, and it's at a frat house like 15 minutes away from here." You said

"Okay, I'll pick you up at 9:45."

"Okay sounds good."

As you and Armin went your separate ways back to your dorms you started to think to yourself.

I kinda feel bad now, It's not that Armin wanted to study more it was probably because he's never really been to a huge party like that. Ya, I've taken him to some but we always leave early and just hang out on the beach and watch a movie. I'm sure he's going to have fun though. What could go wrong?

"Hey, Annie." You said as you walked into your guy's dorm.

"Hey y/n," Annie responded in her usual tone.

"Did you get invited to Eren and Jean's party?"

"Ya but I'm probably not going to go unless Hitch drags me there."

"Oh, Armin's taking me."

"Oh, of course, he is." She said in a snotty tone.

"I-" Nevermind I probably shouldn't say anything.

I never really understood why Annie has had resentment towards me, maybe it's because I'm friends with Armin. That seems like the only logical explanation but I don't want to assume anything. Time to head off to the showers.

When I came back from the showers Annie was already gone, I imagine she went to go get ready at Hitches. Why was I thinking like that earlier, all he was doing was showing me how to do a math problem. Yet my mind trailed off that far. I don't even like him or feel anything other than friendship towards him. Why have I been so weird about him lately? But then Eren for sure was sending me a signal earlier, right? ugh, I don't know. Fuck it's already 9:30. Armin is never late. I spend too much time thinking about them.

As you opened the door for Armin the first thing he saw was you in a tightish dark purple dress with gold heels to accompany your light gold eyeshadow and highlighter along with your black winged eyeliner.

He paused for a second.

"Do I look bad?" You said while gigglingly at his shocked expression.

"No not at all, ready?" He said as he got himself out of that state.

"Yes let's go!" You responded.

He wore black jeans along with a white shirt with an army green jacket with black vans. He didn't need anything special to make himself look good.

You always felt safe with Armin driving because he was so cautious and always did everything correctly.

As you walked into the party the song "she knows" by Ne-Yo was playing. It felt like all eyes were on you.

Was my dress too tight, do I look bad? you thought to yourself.

"You look great," Armin whisper to you because he could already tell what you were thinking.

After you said hi to everyone that you came across you finally said

"I'm going to go get us something to drink."

"Okay, something light please, remember I'm driving us home," Armin said with a smile.

I'll just get him Mike's lemonade, he always enjoys those.

"Historia! Ymir! Hello!"

"Hello y/n!" Historia greeted you with a hug.

"Historia and I were about to take shots if you wanna join us even though she probably needs my help getting it down," Ymir said with a smirk.

"Yes, I'd love to!" You responded.

"So you and Armin?" Ymir said with a smirk.

"Ymir be nice! Don't tease." Historia said as she headbutted Ymir.

"You know I could say the same for you two."

They both blushed.

4 shots later and a bunch of catch up with them you remembered you promised Armin a drink. You hurried up and grabbed a lemonade not even checking the flavor and rushed out of the kitchen just to see him and Annie clearly flirting, Annies hand was brushed up against his chest as they were laughing. This made your blood boil for some reason.

* the only girl by Rhianna was playing by now*

Whatever if he wants to go off with a chick like that then he can. I'm done waiting around for nothing.

You spot Eren from across the room all by himself and an opportunity sparked to you.

You imminently set down your drinks on the nearest table. You could feel the alcohol and adrenaline pumping through your body.

You knew what you had to do.

You walked up to Eren and grabbed his hand and put it on your lower waist and wrapped your arms around his neck.

"Y/n, what are you doing?" He sounded confused.

You leaned in close and whispered.

"Just dance with me Eren, I've always found you attractive."

You slide your hand down from his collar bone to his belt and you yanked his belt making his slightly erect package grind against you.

"I've always thought you were attractive too." He whispered into your ear.

You could see Armin taking down drink after drink glaring at you. Which made you giggle, you were getting back at him.

"Why are you so giggly?" Eren said with a giggle as well.

You didn't even know what you were doing but all you knew was that the jealously pulsing through your veins fulled this for sure.

"I want you to love me." You started to sing the lyrics to him.

"I'm gonna make you swallow your pride."

You singing these lyrics turned Eren on even more. You could tell he wanted you.

"I want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world."

"Like I'm the only one in command."

You cut from the singing.

"I just want to know what you feel like." You said confidently.

"Fuck y/n you're so hot."

Eren kissed against your neck as you guys were grinding against each other.

"Eren, take me back to your room." You whispered in his ear still having your hands exploring his body.

You didn't care if people saw you go back to Eren's room with him. In this moment you wanted his touch.

Eren stopped and grabbed your hand and started to lead you to the back of the house where his room is located.

Your heart was racing you've never been with anyone before, you've only made out with someone. But right now that didn't matter Eren was going to take good care of you.

Everything felt like it was moving in slow motion, the music was muffled and everything was spinning. Then you felt a tug on your other arm. The grip was tight and it started to hurt. You and Eren stopped moving to see Armin gripping your wrist and staring at the floor while gritting his teeth.

Armin pulled you out of Eren's grip and started to drag you away from him. Eren didn't bother to do anything, he could tell why Armin was doing that.

Armin rushed you out of the house, breaking through the front door, not caring if he was making a scene or not.

You broke free from his grip once you reached outside. Armin still not making eye contact.

You finally broke the silence.

"What the hell Armin, what is wrong with you!"

His eyes pierced into yours.

"Just get in the car now. We're going home."

"What! No!-"

He basically shoved you into the car and slammed your door.

He didn't even bother to turn music on. Right as he got into the car he started to drive. He reeked of vodka, he was so intoxicated and it was all your fault. You started to feel guilty then you remember what he was doing with Annie which fueled your anger and jealously again.

He started to pick up speed, not just a few over the limit he was going 25 over the limit. Staring straight ahead not making any eye contact, his jaw was tightened. He was so pissed but why.

"Armin! What the hell slow down!"

He didn't say anything he just drove faster and his teeth gritted more and more.

"ARMIN PLEASE! SLOW DOWN!"

Nothing phased him he was determined, the only thing that happened was him going faster and faster.

"ARMIN I'M SCARED!" You finally yelled out on the brink of tears.

You looked at him with tears streaming down your bright red cheeks and he immediately hit on the breaks in the middle of the empty street sending you both flying forward locking your seat belts. As you guys crashed back into your seats he let out a huge sigh. You still in a panic.

"ARMIN, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!" You started to shame him for what he has done.

"Y/n, just shut the fuck up please."

"NO, DO NOT TALK TO ME THAT WAY. YOU COULD'VE GOTTEN US KILLE-"

"YOUR'E SO STUBBORN AREN"T YOU!" He screamed back, finally losing his shit.

"I-" You tried to get a word in.

"FUCK Y/N! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE HOW MUCH I LIKE YOU."

"Armi-"

"NO Y/N, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. WATCHING YOU FLIRT WITH HIM AND TOUCH HIM DESTROYED ME. YOUR"E THE ONLY PERSON I'VE EVER FELT THIS WAY FOR. YOU ARE SO BLIND."

You didn't even know what to say, you just looked down at your feet feeling ashamed of yourself.

"And you know what, I need you, I wanna be yours and yours only but you clearly don't feel the same." Armin finally spoke out in a calmish tone still gritting his teeth together

You guys still parked in the middle of the dead dark street just sitting there, confused and hopeless.