They Don't Know Me

They Don't Know

My name is Anna.

I was what people thought the perfect kid.

They thought.

I had the best grades possible.

People wondered why I wasn't in the accelerated class.

I didn't really care.

Everyday I'd deal with school and work my butt off.

But everyday I go home I do my homework and chores,the usual.

I talk to my friends when I can and don't get in trouble,sometimes.

I was bullied constantly when I was younger and I once thought of taking my life.

I've never cut myself for that I'm proud.

My brother is the favorite.

I'm just 12 and he's 16.

My family has called me fat and ugly before.

I've been abused by my parents as well.

I've been slapped and punched.

My brother stands up for me sometimes, when its just a verbal argument.

I've cried myself to sleep

People make fun of me at school sometimes

Certain things they say send me back

I don't let it show how it affects me

Very few people have seen or heard me cry

I was disciplined as a kid,very much

I smile and sometimes it's real

Sometimes

I plaster on a smile when I go to school even though the day before I cried to sleep and have bruises on my face.

No one notices

Because I hide it

I'm that good they don't see a huge bruise on my

Arm or face

My parents have hit each other

There's proof on the walls

And on my moms body

I hate it

Times I wish I could just leave

But I can't

I know that people go through their own stuff

And I help them

No matter how much I want to leave

I am a lot of peoples walls

They lean on me

I hide it all

They don't see

I'm perfect to them

I help them

Who will help me

Authors Note
This book is over it was just a short one
This book means a lot to me
I revealed a lot in this book
People go through this everyday
I put thought in to this book
I hope you all enjoy
And realize that the kid you think is perfect probably has a lot of things happening
They probably act perfect so you don't see what they are trying to hide
I hope you think this over
The name is fake just thought I had to mention it
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