The Daughter of Billie eilish

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⚠️WARRING THIS WILL BE SAD ⚠️

Sabrina's P.O.V

I'm currently at home with the kids making dinner for them I been trying to call Billie because she hasn't been home.

I feel terrible about what happened yesterday night my dream scared me so bad I didn't want her anywhere near me.

My phone started ringing so I quickly trun the stove off and answered the phone.

Sabrina: hello

Doctor: yes is this sabrina carpenter

Sabrina: yes this is

Doctor: okay so I was just calling to inform you that your wife is in the hospital

My heart drop all the way to my feet once he said those words.

Sabrina: what hospital is she at

Doctor:《 random hospital name》

Sabrina: okay I'm on my way

I quickly get my shoes on and ran into the livingroom where the kids are at.

Sabrina: Naomi your in charge I have go somewhere and emma finsh making dinner please

They nodded and I ran out of the house and locked the front door and got in my car and speed all the way to the hospital.

Sabrina: please be okay please be okay

I arrived at the hospital and quickly parked and ran into the hospital.

Sabrina: hello I'm here for billie eilish pirate baird o'Connell

Doctor: I'm sorry she's under operation right now miss

Sabrina: please

Doctor: I'll give you news as soon as I get some information on her

Sabrina: okay thank you so much

She nodded and I sat down in the waiting room for what felt like years.

Finneas and claudia came rushing in the hospital and then came over to me  and we hugged.

Finneas: where is she

Sabrina: they said she's under operation right now and will give us information soon

They nodded and sat down next to me and we waited and I felt so broken i reall hope she's okay I can't live without her.

Doctor: family of miss o'Connell

Finneas: yes

Doctor: you can come to her room but be very quiet please

We nodded and followed the doctor to her room all the way to the door.

Doctor: okay here is her room call me if you guys need anything

Claudia: okay thanks

The doctor nodded and left and I stare at the door.

Finneas: go ahead sabrina thats your wife

I took a deep breath and opened the door and walked inside and see billie.

She looked so lifeless and was hooked up to so many different machines and her arm warped up with a bandage.

Tears were coming down my face and i slowly walked over to her and sat down next to her bed.

I got a closer look and she had cuts everywhere on her arms legs thighs hands and fingers even her face.

Sabrina: Billie

I said quietly and held her cold hand and cried harder than I have ever done in my life.

Sabrina: I love you

I instantly knew how she got the cuts she did them herself.

She used to cut like this when we were kids even.

Flashback

Sabrina's P.O.V

I walk into my best friends Billie's room and see her crying.

I walked over to her and hugged her tightly.

Sabrina: are you okay bils

Billie: no I'm not okay

Sabrina: what's wrong

Billie: look

She lifted up her shirt and pants and I saw cut Mark's all over her body even on her face.

Sabrina: Billie no no don't do this

Billie: why it takes my pain away

Sabrina: look come here

I pull her on my lap and grabbed a sharpie.

Billie: what's this for

Sabrina: its call the flower maker

Billie: what's that

Sabrina: every time you feel like cutting draw a flower on your arm or leg and the goal is not to cut over the flowers

Billie: okay

And ever since then she been self harm free for there years.

End of flashback.

Sabrina: your gonna be okay princess

I say and squeeze her hand a little bit with more tears coming down my face.

The doctor walks in and similes at me and I simile back.

Doctor: I'm here to give you the news

Sabrina: okay

Doctor: okay so she's in a comma

Sabrina: what wait really

Doctor: yeah I just found out

Sabrina: do you know when she's gonna wake up

Doctor: no someone can be in a comma for years months weeks or days

Sabrina: but she'll be okay right

Doctor: yeah she'll be okay

I nodded and the doctor left the room and I cried even more.

Sabrina: I'm here princess I'm not going anywhere

I lay my head on her stomach and put her hand on my head refusing to let go.

Sabrina: I still need you bubba

A/n yall this sad 😭

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