One Shots

Eighteen (Larry)

I see you now wearing that old fake smile I grow to know. Every night you go out with a lot of women. I don't blame you, mine is waiting for me or I should I call it my beard? All I know that we share is not love.

I remember how we didn't care of the world around us. But they say we were young and stupid, we didn't know anything about love. We ignored them and said nothing can't tear us apart. Man, how I was so wrong.

They separated us and made me go out with a stranger for a long time. While you just had one time things with some bunch.

Now you don't even acknowledge me or talk to me. I'm sad and depressed. I thought you were happy and forgot about me. But I didn't see the hidden scar and your thoughts about death.

While you hang out with the other lads, only I have is the blades, mirror and marihuana. Zayn is going trough a hard time so we share this bonding and reassure that everything is alright.

Then it came the big question and it was from a little girl. How innocent and caring bit she was a looker. She somehow tell my whole life in on phrase and it crush me what she said.

"Are you happy?"

I told her that yes I was but she shook it off and asked me again, not believing my lie. I told her no and she hug me and told me everything will be fine. I wanted to believe her, but I couldn't and all that is left is cry.

The lads are noticing my change in mood. Im not the same funny, sassy and sarcastic man. All they see is a man breakable like glass.

You finally came to me and I thought you were coming back to me. But no you only said:
"Hey can you pass me my bag?"

My heart broke and I couldn't take it anymore. I ran and ran until I was away and didn't remember jumping off a cliff.

Now I'm better even thought I'm not fully healed. But was shock me more is the news I hear.

"Harry Styles commited suicide two months later after Louis Tomlinson left. We were surprised when he admitted that him and his bandmate were a thing. Now the world is sad about this and their other bandmates are mourning for their death. Rest in peace and bless them because this soulmates will be together again."

I stood there shock and couldn't move. Soon I felt a presence and didn't expect you standing in front of me. You look the same but now happier and all I did was kiss you and say,
"I love you"
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Literally I almost cried while writing this. Is the saddest this I have ever written in my life, seriously. Thank you for reading.
Hasta la vista bichachos. Love you baes,

-Indira