torn apart.

Home Sweet Home

The rusty engine of the plane wakes me up by surprised to tell me that we have landed in New Jersey. I left New Jersey last year when my friend died and it was devastating and I had to leave but that's not the only reason I left.

I look around to find my mom and she not here. "Of course she not here, yay by myself."

I walked outside of the airport and a guy escorted me to a car my mom probably bought to take me home.We got to my house and I said thank you to the driver. When I got into the house I saw that it was empty so I dropped my bags and walked into my room.

A note laid nicely on my bed written in black ink from my mom.

"Dear Effy,
I'm in Baltimore with my new friend working on business.I will be gone a whole 2 weeks.I'm so sorry about leaving you on your first day back home.If you need anything call me and I left enough money for food and clothes.
Love, Your Beloved Mother"

"I need a drink." I mumbled

My mom hasn't been over my dad, she was married to him for 14 years and then she caught him with a guy in there bed.

I walked to a bar called The Corner and ordered two shots.I turn around to see someone I've been avoiding my whole life.

"Effy!" a stingy voice yells.
"Hi Carmen."
"I wasn't expecting you to be here."
"Well I am I have to go my mom is waiting for me."
"Well bye, I hope we can talk again."

Me and Carmen have been friends since 2nd grade until she did something horrible that I will never forgive.

I walked all the way home to revealed a plate of food with the a note saying "Eat Up~ Mom". I'm so depressed, I have no friends, my mom is gone, my dad is gay, and I have no future.

I grabbed the plate and ate the whole thing piece by piece until it was gone.

"Don't do it Effy" I cry

I run to the bathroom and lift up my two fingers and make myself throw up. I feel so much better with myself.I wish someone loved me.

I grabbed my IPhone 6 and went through my contacts and called my friend Alison. She answered the phone and I started bawling out crying to her. She tells me to calm down and that she will be there in 5.

What have I done to myself.

Hi guys as you can see this is my first story and I hope you like it. Here's a couple facts about me of you want to get to know me....
1.My name is Ahlani and I'm 13 years old
2.I love to write but I hate writing in school.
3.I don't like many people but if I do like you you're special
4.I'm 5'0 and I'm the 3rd shortest girl in my grade
5.I have medium length brown/black curly hair
6.I dance,cheer,and I sing but I suck at almost all of them
7.I love Lana Del Rey and people at school call me Alana Del Ratchet
8.Skins is one of my favorite shows that why the main characters name is Effy
9.I have two siblings and one annoying dog
10.I don't really care what people think of me and if they really wanna talk about me then they're are wasting there breath to say my name😊