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I want to disappear tonight

Slink into the shadows twilight

Let death hold me as I weep

And lay my body down to sleep


I don't want to be alone tonight

The darkness lures me into fright

All noise I hear is my beating heart

As I give all that I am to dark


I want someone to hug tonight

To cradle me hold me love me right

Show me that I'm never alone

To love me as much, as I love them


But dreams, they don't come true tonight 

With my watering eyes and blurry sight

I'll read for a while, a minute, a spell

And let my mind forget the hell


Tonight, I wish was my final night

Let my mind go blank, my eyes go white

Screaming, crying, what beautiful storm

Running, my blood that once was warm


The monsters aren't in my head tonight

My heart is not consumed by frost bite

I'm not the devil, don't fear me, please

I've got a human heart that breaks and bleeds


I don't want to hurt people,

I just don't want to cry

But if it makes you happy

Let me fade and die


I'll be empty for you

A sweet human shell

I won't gossip or talk

I won't dare kiss and tell


I'll shut up so pretty

Just to be what you desire

And let all I am turn to ash

Become one with the fire






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⏰ Last updated: Mar 18, 2021 ⏰

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