Only best friends (Reader x Luka Couffaine)

chapter 1

I lay my head back on the bench, the sun shimmers through the leaves reflecting onto me. I could hear the birds chirping, the sound of children playing on the carousel, and the sound of young couples going back and forth about how they love each other more. The air smelt as if you were to give me a dozen of roses. And the scenery, it was amazing, the trees, flowers and the sky. Today would've been the perfect day to confess my love to my best friend. But I cant, I won't. Because I don't have enough confidence or enough trust in myself. This is the one thing that always keeps me from doing things. So all I can do right now is lay in the park doing nothing but enjoying the sun. If my best friend were here, he would try and cheer me up, although he doesn't know the truth. But at the moment, he's at some party with a girl- a girl named Marinette. She's another thing keeping me from confessing my love, I mean it's not her fault- she's a great person. It's just- she's so comfortable with him. I'm not jealous or anything but she's just so close with him. He's my best friend and supposedly we're suppose to be close. But ever since they became friends- we've grown apart. He was the one thing keeping me together, the one person who would write beautiful songs when i'm feeling down. Right now would be the great time for one of his songs. The tune of his guitar, the strumming of his hands, his soft voice singing along. I miss it. I miss- him. He was the only one I have. I raise my head from the bench, I've been out too long. It's almost 6:00 and mom said to be home by 5:30. I grab my skateboard from beside the bench along with my backpack, holding the photos of all our memories. I was planning to give them to Luka so he could hang them up. But i've changed my mind, I think I want to hold onto them a little longer. I set my skateboard on the ground getting ready to go home, but then I hear a familiar laugh near me, I look to my right, then to my left. It's Luka and he's with- Marinette. His arm is around her shoulder and hers, it's around his waist. Ok I admit it, maybe i'm a little jealous, but I don't want to come in between them, they probably have a better bond then me and him. I start to ride towards the exit of the park, trying not to make it clear that I was there. I don't want to see them, It'll make it awkward. I stop at my house, trying not to make a ruckus. Maybe you know, mom won't notice i'm a little late. I grab the key from my backpack and open the door, I peek in to see nobody inside. That's weird- mom was supposed to be home. She promised me she would never work overtime ever again. But here we are, another broken promise. There's no place she'd rather be the work. The one place away from home where i'm not at. I drop my backpack near the door and close it. Locking every single lock. I walk up the stairs leading to my room. I open the door to my messy, dirty, room and I jump on my bed, If dad were here- he'd probably tell me that a boy is nothing to cry about. But he wouldn't know, he's never had a best-friend who fell in love with another girl, who's probably 10x better than you. if only I had the confidence like her, if only I was like her, if only I was her- I would be with him. I love you- Luka.