Olivia // Joe Sugg

Chapter 9

I vlogged some people I was meeting. Lots of people gave me gifts with their twitter names on it. I love my fans, they are the sweetest people ever. Also many, many fans asked if Joe and I were dating. I don't know if I love him yet. I never been in a serious relationship and neither has Joe.

When we got back Zoe and Alfie gathered everyone to tell them about their relationship.

"Guys Zoe and I are dating." Alfie said nervously waiting for the responses.

"ZALFIE IS OFFICIAL!" Jim said shouting. He was the biggest Zalfie shipper ever. Everyone was so happy. What would they think about Joe and I? Eh, wouldn't think about it, it won't ever happen. I would have a better chance with Sawyer anyway. Maybe I should go after him like Tyler said.

I texted Sawyer and we decided to do our collab now instead of later. We tweeted out #DareSawyerandOlivia. I loved dares. We put the dares in the hat and picked one by one. All of them were pretty nasty like eating gross foods but Sawyer pulled out one and it wasn't one I wrote down. Sawyer read it out loud.

"I dare you guys to kiss." Ugh. Now? Yeah I would love to kiss Sawyer but I don't want it all over the internet. Sawyer went strait in. It was good but I didn't feel anything.

I started to edit the video and left in the kissing part even though I didn't like it at all. I tweeted out that I was uploading and people started shipping Sawyer an I. Solivia, as the fans call it. I saw that Jolivia shippers and Solivia shippers got in many fights. Ugh I hate drama. Zoe came in the room and I could tell she was crying.

"Zo what's wrong?!"

"Joe is missing. We can't find him anywhere! He was in his room and he got mad for some reason and when caspar came back he got a text from Joe saying he was mad!" Zoe began to have a panic attack. Zoe has an anxiety and when she gets panic attacks I get super nervous. I calmed her down an told her I would go look for him. I thought of where he could be.

"The beach!" I say to myself.

I went to the beach and I saw Joe sitting there looking ahead.

"Joe?"

"Get away. Your the last person I wanna talk to." What did I do?

"Why would I leave? I'm your best friend!"

"Just leave."

"No."

"I just don't like Sawyer and I don't want you kissing him."

"Why do you care?! Do I have to get permission from a friend to date someone? Does it matter if I love someone? Why are you so mad at me for liking other guys?!"

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" Joe said. He started to burst into tears.

What have I done?