Love is sick!

Chapter 4: I can't be with you.

A/N: Every chapter is in Alexa's POV until mentioned other wise.

ANNNNNND, I was wondering if I should do every chapter in Harry's and Zayn's POV too? Also, this fanfic will have a sequel and it would be based on Harry. I haven't thought of a name yet.

I HAVE THE MOST ANNOYING BROTHER EVER. K, bye. xx

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Chapter 4: I can't be with you.

I felt Harry's lips on mine but for some reason, I kissed him back. I don't know why I did...

I felt his lips move against mine but suddenly I remembered Zayn! I pulled back and looked at my lap where I was fiddling my fingers nervously. It took every ounce of energy I had to try not to cry.

"Hey. What's wrong?" Harry asked in a soft and concerned voice.

Just then a tear strolled down my face, I wiped it away quickly and said, "N-noting."

"Tell me, babe." he said as he stroked my cheek with his index finger.

I felt myself blush at his touch. I looked up at Harry. He looked so worried. I leaned forward and kissed him on his cheek.

"I'm sorry. It's just- that I miss Zayn." I said in a soft voice.

"Oh." he said.

"Harry, I really like you and all, but I'm not ready for this." I told him.

"I'll wait." he smiled at me.

I just smiled back because I knew.

I knew my feelings for Zayn were too strong to go away...

And I felt sorry. I felt sorry for Harry, and for me.

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A/N: SO MUCH DRAAAAAAMA.

So, I plan to update the 'Friends With Benefits' chapter and it will be DIRTAY just to annoy my bro, aha(; xx