I keep running in circles
Falling back onto the same people
I keep running in circles
Never tired
I presume, there's comfort in it
I presume, it's safe
I presume, it's warm
Never realising there could be something more comfortable
Something safer
Something warmer
The thought of stepping out of this is gut wrenching.
Who defines what's comfort zone?
It's sweet to hear "leave your comfort zone"
But how do I leave the person I find comfort in?
How did I end up finding comfort in the Hurt, in the Fights, and in the Tears?
How do I leave this comfort zone?
Now, I'm tired.
Now, I want to let go off the comfort I was holding on to so tight that it hurt me in unimaginable ways.
It hurts to leave but it hurt more to stay.
"Let go of it", I said to myself
And here I am trying.
