"Im Afraid."

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Many people from the town Gravity Falls fled and ran, discovering the home of the Northwest Mansion, it's not like they could enter the richest family home ever again. The house seem much more happier and more positive- Well, that's what Pacifica Northwest thought. The young girl stood alone in the far right corner near the punch bowl. She smile, she actually smile for the first time. Pacifica may be rich but she was never truly happy nor truly smile, until now, she smile because-...........................

Her eyes trail to a young boy wearing a suit-(which look very nice on him) the boy messily brown hair match perfectly with his brown eyes. She gaze at the boy who's laughing with his twin sister and her two friends. He's the reason why she is smiling, a boy name Dipper is the reason why she is smiling. She sigh dreamily before shaking her head.
She can't be serious? Her heart beat against her chest, just thinking about the boy makes her stomach feel all bubbly. She can't be serious? She grab a cup of punch and Chug it all. She place the cup down and inhale and exhale, her eyes shut tight. She fear to feel this- this strange feeling, this feeling that cannot and will not be return. She sigh again still having her eyes shut.

"Are you alright Pacifica."She dare not to open her eyes for she fear that her heart will only beat faster. She sigh again, and nod her head,"Yeah I'm fine. Why you ask?" Still having her eyes shut; she could not see the young boy confuse expression. "Well one thing is you have your eyes shut close." The boy comment with a chuckle- oh how the boy chuckle made her heart beat even faster. Though she kept her eyes shut, she could picture the young boy dorky smile- a dorky smile she wish she could erase from her mind.
"Another thing is.... Pacifica could you open your eyes?" The blonde preteen sigh and nod her head. She slowly open her eyes which she regret because one sight of the young boy and a small blush appear along with butterflies in stomach. She look away from the boy but took a deep breath and look back at the boy.

"Now that I could see your eyes I could finish my sentence. Well another thing is, you're in the darkest corner of your house by yourself." Pacifica look around her surroundings, Dipper is right, this corner is the darkest. Why is the punch bowl here? "Well- I-I just wanted to be here and drink some punch."She said calmly. Dipper lift his right eye, unsure if he could believe her answer."Are you sure? Because you been standing here and "Drinking" punch for a least half a hour. Every time I look for you I se-"

"You look for me."Pacifica said in a surprise tone. The butterflies in her stomach expand more. Dipper had a small blush on his cheeks, he place his arm behind his head, he held that goofy smile that Pacifica adore so much."Uh Y-Yeah I thought of talking to yo-"

"Why?"She ask confuse. Before the lumberJack ghost events, Dipper and her never talk or even look at each other and now he wants to talk to her? Dipper cheeks still had that small tint of redness,"Well I just thought-"He cleared his throat,"Well I just thought- you did
save my life by doing something selfless... I been thinking about you and how you might actually be a nice person you're just the way you are because of your parents."He explain. 'He been thinking about me.'She thought to herself. The butterflies flew around her stomach, more and more butterflies piled in her stomach.
"I-I...."She's speak less- what can she say?"Well I guess you're welcome to stay here and uh chat with me." The boy smile and she nicely return a smile.

The young boy lean back to the table and stare at the young girl. He held a questionable expression,"Pacifica can I ask you something?"He ask.
The blonde girl nod her head- her hope rising,'Pacifica don't get your hopes up, a boy like him would never fall for a girl like me.'
"Well if you don't mind answering, what's the whole deal with your dad ringing the bell? I mean all he did to quiet you down was ring the bell."Pacifica showed a uneasy expression. She place her right arm around her left elbow and look down the ground. "Well my father said if I'm going to disobey him he might as well treat me like a dog who will be obeisance- so every time I disobey he'll ring the bell which is like a silent whistle to dogs and of course when he rings the bell it's embarrassing to me because-" She stop talking when the young boy fled to hug her.
He wrap his arms around her in comfort.

Pacifica froze, unable to move for mere second. She shook her head and hug back the young boy. She felt warmness in her chest, bubbly and happy in her stomach. Sadly, the hug end when Dipper pulled away, his facial express showed a hint of anger and disgust.
"Pacifica I am sorry that your father treats you like a dog but one thing for sure is you're not a dog who will obey everything your father or mother says. You are a young beau-"

"Yeah!"A manly voice shouted interrupting Dipper. The two twelve year olds turn their heads at the dance floor to see Grenda and some rich young boy,"Of course I will dance with you!" Her manly voice boom loudly but apparently the young rich boy seem to be in love with her aggressiveness and loudness. The music change into a slower tempo, the lights dim putting in a more romantic atmosphere. Guys grab the hands of their girls where they began to dance- even Gravity Falls officers grab each other and dance.

The sight of the two older men dancing in a slow pace cause Dipper and Pacifica to laugh. Once they stop laughing Dipper stare deeply into Pacifica's eyes, he pull his hand out front and said,"Would you like to dance?" He said full of confident which made the blonde girl heart race.
She blush lightly and grab hold of his soft hands,"Sure." She replied. Dipper blush by the contact of the girl's soft small hands. He held the hand firmly yet soft and walk her to the dance floor. They stood there awkwardly until Pacifica place her arms around Dipper's shoulders. The young boy hands lay on her waist, and the two began to pace back and forth.

They dance in perfect rhythm- the slow song filled her ears, nothing in the world seem to matter, it felt as if the world around them faded away. But it doesn't matter- all that matter to her is the boy she's dancing with, and that's what she fear. She fear this feeling, this feeling of warmness in her heart and the feeling of butterflies in her stomach. She's afraid of her feelings towards the young boy. Pacifica gave a pain expression before looking down the ground. Dipper caught this and show a concern look,"Pacifica, are you ok?"His voice full of concern which pain the girl. She sigh and shook her head, she can't hide it anymore.
"What's wrong?" She sigh and look at his brown eyes which are full of concern.
She open her mouth but slowly close it- her eyes trailed off to the side but back to the young boy."I'm afraid." She whisper quietly but loud enough for Dipper to hear.

"Afraid?"he said confuse,"Afraid of what?"
She swallow the lump in her throat.
"Afraid to love someone than myself."she whisper. She look down not wanting to see his expression. Silence filled the air which pains her even more, the silence were stabbing her like knives, she hates silence. She shut her eyes feeling the tears whelming in her eyes. A soft hand lift her head, making her teary eyes to stare at brown pupils. He use his thumb to whip her teary eyes, he gave a warm smile,"You shouldn't be afraid to love someone than yourself." He replied.
"But what if that someone does not love you back?" She ask, her voice is only a whisper.

"Well then, that's why you can't be afraid because if you're afraid then you won't find out if that someone loves you back."
She wanted to look away from those brown eyes- she wanted this feeling of love to go away. She has many doubts- Dipper could never love her, how could he love someone so selfish and cruel-
"But wha-"Her sentence were cut short by a pair of lips- Dipper's lips to be exact.
Her eyes widen in shock but slowly closed and she took in the kiss.
The tenderness and love she felt in the kiss, her heart pound loudly against her chest, the butterflies flew crazy in her stomach. When they apart both had a deep shade of red on their cheeks. They still held each other, neither of them want to apart. Pacifica lay her head on Dipper's shoulders."I love you." She sigh without realizing it but before she could start apologizing Dipper replied back,"I love you too."

She feared to love, she feared to love someone than herself but with a help of a young boy she conquer that fear and love without fearing.
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*Throws away WenDip cap and put on Dipcifica cap* Well guess I am a Dipcifica shipper now! Hehe

Wendip fandom:Traitor! You traitor!
Me:*use Penny board as a shield* Im sorry! The recent Gravity Falls episode just made me Ship those two so hard!
WenDip Fandom:How could you!
Me: I'm so sorry but it's a actually possibility that this ship could be canon!
WenDip Fandom:* Pick up pitchforks* Traitor.
Me*Start swinging Penny Board around* please don't hurt me! Oh look WenDip art!
WenDip Fandom:*turns around*
Me:*Run faster than sonic and Rainbow Dash combine* Thank you for taking your time reading this! Don't forget to vote and comment! Tad... Tad...

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