Trust Me [Book Two in the Broken Promises Series]

Trust Me

Long time no see! I only got time today since i couldnt go to drama club today. I fainted twice at school :/ got carted out via wheelchair. Embaressing. >_< Least i know how to use one now! Gonna have to go to the doctor soon since meds arent working how they used to. D:

Anyway! There's a cliffy. Defiantly a cliffy!! It's a moment some have been waiting for [Not Jace getting beat up XD]

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Running. Just keep running.

Running from the darkness

Running from the fear.

Darkness is closing in.

So is the monster, screaming my name

"Jay-J, Jay-J, Jay-J"

I can't run any faster as I fall to the ground. They grab me off the ground by the shirt collar.

　

"Jay-J!" I hear yelling louder than the foggy screaming. My eyes snap open immediately, with more than fear. Terror.

I scream at the top of my lungs, arms reaching to cover my face from the blow that was bound to come. "Jace, I'm sorry!"

They grab my shoulder's as I thrash my body, I can't bring myself to look around me. I just know it's somewhere dark. Jace is going to kill me.

"Jayanna it's me!" they scream frantic.

　

He's trying to trick me. I don't want to die. Please god don't kill me tonight. Not Tonight!

　

"It's Kaden!" they yell.

It's a lie

They pull my arms away from my face and I open my eyes to face Kaden's bright eyes and a scared expression.

"What has he done to you?" I bite my lip tears fighting to push past my eyes.

"It was just a nightmare Kaden" I say truthfully. It was just a nightmare. It's not Jace's fault, it's mine. I should just listen to him and we'd be fine. I can't hang out with the guys anymore, plain and simple.

"Where are we?" I ask.

"Your room..?" he says sounding worried.

"Go home"

"What?"

"Go home!" I yell tears finally falling down my face. It's my fault my life is so screwed up. I make the wrong choice every time.

I should've said truth

I shouldn't have gone that night

Shouldn't have encouraged my parents to go to Jamaica

Shouldn't have told Jannie I'd support anything she does

Shouldn't' have gone on that boat

I should have never met Kaden that day.

"Jayanna, this is Kaden, he's our neighbor!" my mother cooed pushing me lightly toward Kaden. I blush madly, he was a cute five year old.

"Wanna play barbies?!" I exclaim.

"No..Wanna play racecar?!"

"Yeah!"

Kaden took out two little racecars from his pockets and sat on the ground handing me one. "Vroom!"

"Vroom vroom!" I squealed happily. "Vroom!" Kaden 'vroomed' just as loud as I had.

Friendship

"Your being rash" he said trying to calm me down. I look around me and grab a pillow which I throw at him.

"Just go home! Please!"

Kaden bit his lip looking at me with pure worry. "Please" I beg. He back away from me, as he leaves the room. Anger shows through his eyes, but not directed at me.

I sat in my room alone again. I'm alone a lot now this year.

　

I could hear my phone ringing from across the room, ' I close my eyes, and I can see a better day. I close my eyes and Pray. I close my eyes, and I can see a better da-a-y. I close my eyes and pray'

Recently I'd discovered the magic of Justin Bieber. I suppose I'm a 'Bieleber', Tyler think's I'm crazy. He says 'I'm gay and I don't like him. You're a normal teenage girl! Well...no.'

Rude much!

I get off my bed my body rocking in pain, and get my phone so I can drop quickly back onto my soft bed. The screen flashed with Tyler's face. I answered, "Speak of the Devil" Does talking on the phone count as 'Seeing them'?

Probably.

Break it off Jay-J

"Kaden just came to my house seriously pissed. What did you do?"

"Why do you think It was me?"

"It's always you with him. Always" he said as if he was trying to tell me something.

"Okay? Uh-I have to go" I mumble.

"Not until you explain Miss.Valentine!"

I breath shakily, thinking what to say. I start making a mental list

I cant talk to you guys anymore..Again

Adios Amigo's?

I love you guys, but we can't talk

Everything I think of is pathetic. I can't lose these guys.

　

"Jace beats Me"

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EH!?!?! YES!! SHE TOLD TYLER!! NOT KADEN, TYLER O: Lmfao, I have Bieber Fever baby!

Anyone else does?