Also listen to trying my best https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_h7rCSJzOcQ&list=RDMMuU6KoOp2p_U&index=17
Have you ever been thinking of a loved one you lost a while ago and think 'Damn I remember that like it was yesterday' and then look at a picture and think 'damn is that really the same person?'
Well this happens to me when I think about my dad.
I miss you soooo much!!! I love you! And even though you gave into the pain I wont because I want to live on for both of us. You are my hero no matter what because without you I wouldn't be here. The first nine years of my life would of been nothing without you. You brought me the most happiness and I hate that I lost you. I respect the choices you made not understand them. You left me in the worst way. You knew I needed you, you knew I had NO ONE else and you still left. If you were here on earth today I would tell you this all but if I had one wish it would to bring you back for a day. I miss you so much and every time I look at a photo I get scarred because your face becomes less and less familiar. I'm scarred one day I will forget what you look like and that's what scares me most. Hope you're happy because if taking yourself from the world was for nothing then I can't deal with that. I love you!
And in memory of him here is 3 of his fav songs
Jumper/ third eye blind- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdgCajndgNw
Old red/ Blake Sheldon - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRCIjgdnt2k
Here by me/ 3 Doors down- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=expuyIJrmxE
I love you and you will live in my heart forever.
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