Please dont leave me(sequel)

Chapter 15

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Chresanto pov

While I was sitting on that wall I thought of everything about me and jammie. We are most deffiantley not a "normal couple" our lives were threatened every time but we get through it. People turn on us and manipulate us but we stick through it. I know we will get through this. We belong together. She is my other half. The sun is shinning bright through the window so pretty. The door opens and Ray and Paris walk in hand in hand. Ray has one arm behind his back. I stand up and smile at Paris almost shedding a tear from her still being here. "Baby girl. Your here alive!" I walk to go hug her but Ray pulls out a gun and points it towards me. I back up and put my hands up. "Yo ray chill man. Lets not go this far. I will leave you and Jammie and Paris alone so yall can do yall. I swear" He smiles at me and hands Paris the gun. I relax and put dowm my arms. She has the gun pointing at me and finger on the trigger. "Woah Paris be careful dont point that at daddy! " I yell. She looks at me like im crazy then Jammie appears in the doorway. "Jammie" I say. It feel like I havent seen her in forever.

Jammie pov

I wake up to chresanto's voice screaming something. I get up and follow the voice intill I see ray ,paris ,and chresanto. Paris is pointing the gun at Chresanto and ray is smilling in satisfaction. "Come here now" Ray instructs me. He shows me the gun he has in his pocket and I walk over near him. "Ray take the gun from her" Chresanto paints.

"Oh no." ray smiles.
"Dont kill him "I scream to ray frantic.

"Oh dont worry. Im not going to baby... She is." Ray smiles nodding to Paris.

I look at my daughter and see her little finger around the trigger. He must of taugh her how to hold and shoot a gun earlier. "Paris sweety. Put the gun down. Remeber that's daddy" I say with a smile. She looks at me and shakes her head no. "Thats not daddy. He bad."

"No honey. Listen to mommy put the gun down."

"Kimberly sweety do what we practiced earlier. Bad people die remeber. Come on sweety. You got it. Mommy got crazy from him. He is bad!" Ray says touching thosse braids he gave her.

"Paris dont! " I scream.

"Paris. Please. Listen to me and mommy. That can hurt me bad. Please" Chresanto says now having tears in his eyes.

I look at Paris and run towards her to grab the gun but Ray grabs me. He covers my mouth with his hand and holds me. I start to scream and cry because Ray is urging her to pull the trigger. Ray gets out his gun and is prepared if Paris doesn't shoot him. I start to cry even more and scream intill I hear a gun shoot. Ray lets me go and I see roc fall down on the ground.

My world stops. With one simple sound my life is reuined. "What did you do"I scream. I run to chresanto and see the blood pour out of his body. I look back at Paris and Ray is holding her and she looks scared. I start to scream and shake roc. "Chresanto. Baby. Roc. Please. Dont.Go" I start to apply pressure on the wound and I hear Ray laugh at my effort. I feel chres's hand push mine away. "Jammie."I hear him say. I look up and start to cry more. "Yes baby"
"Im sorry. I want you to know..." He starts to cough off blood causing me to cry more. "I love you so much. Always. Forever."

He looks at me deep in my eyes and grabs my face softly and weakly. I cry some more. "Tell paris. She is my princess. And...Jammie Promise me you wont forget me baby. I love you fore-" he stops. "No baby!" I scream, I feel my heart collapse as I stare at him. Please dont leave me. Please!" I sob onto his neck. I kiss him and there is nothing. I stare at his lifeless body and feel a piece of me die with him. I cant even move I just stare and cry.I look back at Paris and feel nothing. I run and try to hit her but Ray protects her. "Is Jammie sad because your old 'lover' died. Well get over it. He was nothing. Useless. He will rot in hell. And Paris will never know or remeber him." All of the sudden there is another gun shot and ray falls foward bleeding out of his back.

I look the way the bullet came and see dwayne starting at roc's body. He knocks the rest of the glass out in the window with the gun. Ray is still alive and starts to laugh. I grab the gun and shoot ray. Over and over. Pull and shoot. I hear all this noise, I want to feel better but I feel nothing. I shoot over and over. Dwayne grabs the gun away from me . He runs to roc and starts to cry. I start to cry with him intill we hear police sirens. We look at eachother and he kisses me on my forehead. "Go now! Ill take the blame just leave please." I look at him and shake my head no. "You have paris please go now...for roc."I grab paris by the hand and we climb out the window. She has that bear in her hand and she is crying with her thumb in her mouth. We walk in the woods intill we are on a side walk heading back to my house. Cars pass by staring at me because I have blood all over my clothes. I let go of her hand and start to cry more. I stop on the side walk and sit down balling in tears.

I go and lean on a tree. I pull my knees to my face and bury my face. I can't believe he is gone. Truly gone. The smile the kisses the arguments. Everything is gone. No one can possibly know how I feel. No one had this relationship. He was my life. I would not be who and where I am today without him. I will never ever love anyone like I loved him. He was and is my soulmate. I dont know how to eat,sleep,drink, literraly breathe without him. I start hyperventilating thinking about his body falling to the ground. I remember that day in the woods how he looked at me and I just melted. I remember when Kevin hurt me he washed me and held me when I needed it. I remember that night in the car when we had no where to stay I laid on him listening to the radio all night. I remember after my brother's funeral he took me home and let me cry. I remember that perfect night when we made Paris. I remember every day him surprising me. I remember every single detail of our relationship.I start to cry uncontrollably feeling empty. What's worse is that my daughter took away his life.

What do I say to her when she asks me in the future. " Your the reason he isnt here" I start to feel sick and I throw up next to me. I look around and see the sun all happy and shinning. This is a lie. Happiness is a fucking lie. I hear that ear piercing bear say "I love you" and I loose it. "What the fuck Paris! Stop with this damn bear. Ray is not your dad! Damn it. You killed your dad!" I grab the bear from her and tear the head off it feeling a little bit better. I start to throw all of the stuffing out of it intill something hard comes out too. I see a red pretty ring box in there. I open it and see a note and a beautiful gold ring with pretty diamonds on the front. I open the note.

"Dear jammie, Will you marry me? I know we are only in 7th grade but I feel we are made for each other. Don't tell prince I said that okay? He will call me a sap. But Jammie I think I love you. Marry me? :) "

I start to cry even more thinking of how am I just now seeing this. I never pushed the button because bears who talked scared me. He probably took the ring from his sister Ella. I can't believe I never seen this. I think he has always just been waiting for my answer. He did give me little hints. He wanted to marry me..I put the ring on my ring finger and glance at Paris. She is still crying and I realize we are both going to need counseling. I pull her into a hug and think of how much much Paris looks like roc. Im going to have to learn to do stuff on my own for once. Without roc. For once roc can't help me. Im going to have to support myself. One thing will never change. I love chresanto/roc and will never let him go.