Capricorn: Still Bound to You ( COMPLETE)

Epilogue

Dark Rockwell's point of view

I have a twisted perspective in romantic love. In fact, I don't believe in it. Because even someone like my father, who swore to love my mother for eternity in front of God, hurt her and left us.

So, if that's what love is, then it's just a waste of time.

Kaya naman pinili kong hindi magseryoso sa babae. I choose girls who are willing to play with me without feelings involved. Some of them eventually got clingy and when that happens, I just stop seeing them. It was a jerk move, but it's better to do that than to have them hoping for me to return the favor.

I just want sex.

But then I met this girl who stir up my heart. Siya ang unang nagpagulo sa isip ko. It's embarrassing to say but she was my first crush.

"Ranali, come on! Samahan mo na ako. I'll treat you for lunch and dinner, just come with me!"

The way her eyebrows slowly calm down front frowning is so adorable. She got me with that... and the way her eyes sparkle with the mention of anything she likes.

"Game!" She excited jump to wrap her arms around my shoulder, tiptoeing just to reach me. "Tara na!"

Bahagya akong yumuko para hindi siya mahirapan sa pag-akbay sa akin. Tinago ko ang ngiti ko sa pamamagitan ng pagrereklamo kung gaano siya kaliit. Tanging natanggap ko lang ay batok sa ulo mula sa kanya, na tinawanan ko lang.

This is what I like about her. She's not like other girls who wants me more than just a friend. Instead, she was the one who draw the line between us. Ang linya na ako naman ang gustong pumutol.

That made her the reason of my first heartbreak as well. However, it was my fault for hoping that there might be us at some point. Unti unti kong tinanggap hindi mangyayari 'yon.

So I stopped. I went back on playing around until I eventually got tired of it as well.

And then, I met her.

"A-Aalis na ako..."

"Hey, wait. Did I offend you? I'm sorry–" I stopped when she frantically walk away from me.

I caught her reading one of my mother's favorite book. I was curious so I read it when I was in high school, and some scenes were pretty hot. I just teased her because she was blushing when I saw her. Hindi ko inaasahan na tatakbuhan niya ako.

I chuckled. How amusing.

I thought I wouldn't see her again. Fortunately, I did. She was also a bookworm like me... and very beautiful. I told myself that I'm done with girls but here I am, staring at her while she's busy reading the book I lend her.

The way she focuses on reading is attractive. There are times she's frowning... and times where she grins and bite her lips.

Man, how I envy those teeth for sinking on those sexy lips

My interest with her is growing the more we spend our time with each other. At first I just find her adorable, then it turned into attraction. Hanggang sa hindi ko na namalayan na nawawalan na ko ng kontrol sa naramdaman ko sa kanya.

I thought my feelings for Ranali was the highest level of attraction I could feel towards someone. Boy, how wrong I was.

I want Natalie. I want her so bad that sometimes, I'm taking advantage of her innocence. I don't care about anything else but her. I want to corrupt her and make her mine.