The smell of alcohol on Harry's breath was pungent. He came in breaking things, throwing things at the walls, punching everything in sight. I figured he was at his breaking point, but I didn't know it was this bad. "Harry! What the hell has gotten into you?!" I screamed. "I'm fucking done, Louis. I can't do this anymore! I can't go out in the fucking public with Taylor and act like I've completely suppressed my feelings for you! It's not working!" "Harry, I know it seems bad right now, but you have to stay strong for me. We can't live like this forever, you just have to hold on a little longer." I said, trying to calm myself. "Louis, I'd rather die than go through this!" I walked over to him, wrapped my arms securely around him and let him sob on my shoulder. I put my hand on the back of his head, fondled with his hair and tried my best to help him cope. "Harry, listen to me, you've got to calm yourself down. Acting this way isn't helping anything. At least you have me, right? At least you have someone who loves you so much more than anyone on this planet." Harry lifted his face from my shoulder and looked at me in the eyes. I took my thumbs and wiped the tears from his eyes. "I just don't want to go through this anymore. I don't love her." I gripped him by his hands, letting my fingers lay peacefully in between his.
"Harold, darling, I know you don't. I know you love me, I can see it in your eyes. Do you know how much I want us to be able to hold hands on the streets? Even if I look at you I get called out for it. I can't help the fact that you're the one I want and NOT a girl. It makes me wonder if I'm just fucked up or what, but what I feel with you, Harry, I've never felt with anyone else. When you walk into a room my eyes glow and my heart drops. One day I'll be able to tell you I love you in interviews. One day I'll be ab-" Louis started choking on his words. "Boobear, don't cry. I'll cry. You're too beautiful to cry." Harry's face started to scrunch up again. "Harry, I'll have to make this short so I don't end up crying. As long as we have each other, we're invincible. I'll stand by your side no matter what. I love you, and I want to be with you for the rest of my life."
Harry smiled his extremely wide grin and kissed Louis on his forehead. "I can't change. I love who I love, and that's you." "Harry, you're wonderful. How about we go relax, shall we? I deserve it after the scare you gave me walking in as pissed off as you were" Harry picked his smaller boyfriend up and carried him to his bed. "I'm sorry for that, Lou, I didn't mean to scare you, I was just mad. I'm gonna go make some tea, I'll be right back." Louis laid in bed and thought to himself: "I'm so lucky to have a wonderful boyfriend. I have to keep him a secret, but he's still amazing." Louis peeked his head out of the door and looked at Harry making tea. "Look at him. Isn't he the best thing ever? 25 minutes ago you wouldn't have thought that he was as furious as he was. He's not even acting like the alcohol he drank before he came in even affected him." I retreated from the doorway and sat up in bed, acting like I was before Haz left. "Do you want honey and lemon, boobear?" he stood in my doorway and asked. "Yes, love." I replied.
Harry waltzed in with the tea on a tray, just like it is in the movies. "Here you are." he said and grinned. I sipped from my cup. It tasted better than usual. "That's marvelous, Harry. What'd you do different?" "I added extra love just for you, beautiful. Listen, I'm terribly sorry for the way I acted earlier.." He brushed my face with his palm, I held his warm, soft hand on my face for a few extra minutes. "Babycakes, it's alright, I promise.Look me in the eyes. Does it look like I'd ever leave you? No matter what management says, I'm ALWAYS here for you. We have to stick together through the storm, y'know?" I kissed his lips, leaving behind the sweet residue of tea from my mouth. "You promise you'll never leave me, Louis? Absolutely promise?" "I wouldn't even question it."
The couple layed in their bed, cuddling, kissing, and laughing like any other in love couple. A couple with a story behind them. They've been fighting for their love for so long, and one day, their love will be victorious. If you believe in something enough, you have to go for it. You can't give up. You absolutely cannot give up. That'd be too easy.
"I love you, Hazza." I smiled widely. "I love you more, Boobear. Don't even try arguing." Harry filled the spaces in between my fingers and put his forehead to mine. "Forever.." he whispered.
"Forever."
