I woke up feeling tired as ever stretching my body I felt sore in between my legs that when I remember what happened last night making sit up very fast I really fucked lamelo ball omg why did I do what the fuck I can't go to school today I can't face him omg.
"SZA"kehlani yelled in my face
"WHAT"I yelled back now looking dead at her
"Girl I said your name five times but you was zoned out" she ask me looking at me with a worried look
"Sorry I zoned out what's up"
"Ok we'll what's wrong you look like you seen a ghost"
"Nothing just tried" I said looking down cause I could look at best friend and lie to her
"Sza I know when your lying to me cause you look down and your body language changes so tell me what's wrong and don't lie" she said looking dead at me
"Ok fine but you can't tell no one ok"
"Ok what is it"
I told her everything that happened from him coming up to me at school and him coming over and our talk and everything else that happened last night
"Y'ALL HAD SEX"
"Girl out of everything I just told all you got was that we had sex"
"Well I mean everything else was not that important but how was it? Is he big? How many rounds?"This bitch
"Good,yes,and 4"
"Omg I just know he big but girl I knew you still liked him"she said with a big smile on her face
"Oh trust me he is but what am I going to do lani" I said falling back on my bed looking
"Girl what are you talking about you didn't like it or something" she ask me frowning her eyebrows
"I mean how am I going to face him on tomorrow"I said
"I don't know but we will figure something out and we're already late for school so how about we just skip and have a movie day how does that sound" she said getting off my bed
"That's fine let me shower and do my routine and I will meet you in the living room" she said ok then left
I got up from my bed and went to my bathroom and took a shower washed my face then got dressed then went to the living room where kehlani already had food and drinks and was looking for a movie to watch. I went an sit by her. Outfit⬇️
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6 hours later
I woke up to kehlani shaking me to wake up with her phone right in my face.
"Girl what" I said mad cause she just woke me up
"Look at this post that hannah just sent me" I took her phone and what I seen made me want to throw up. It was a pick of lamelo and that Ashlyn girl that used to bully me back in california walking down the school hallway with big smiles on their faces and the caption just made me mad it said "Looks like Lamelo Ball on again off again girlfriend Ashlyn Castro came to visit him in Ohio"
"WTF GIRLFRIEND WE JUST FUCKED LAST NIGHT HOW THE FUCK DOES HE HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!" I yelled at the top of my lungs making lani jump because I don't yell all time.
"Kehlani want am I going to do now that he his a girlfriend"
"Girl tomorrow you're going to walk up to him and ask can y'all talk and if he say no they drag his ass some where and talk to him ok"
"Ok I'll do exactly that and if that don't work then all hell is gonna break loose." I said going to my room be for she could respond. I got in my bed thinking about how I was going to start the conversation tomorrow. I mean like how the fuck am I go up to him and ask him why he fucked me when he has a girlfriend. I stand up in tell like 2 in the morning writing out my feelings and how I was going to talk to him.
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Ok y'all sorry I took so long to up date and that this is short but tomorrow I got testing and at my school after you are done you can get on your phone so I will try to write some more tomorrow in school
