Spoil her in all life ( Book 3)

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"I'll take the injection with you. If you agree to be with me, I'll do anything for you. You also know that." Frederick confessed.
Stella Grace looked at Frederick . "Are you really willing to do anything?"
"Anything." Frederick  said without thinking.
"I see. I have to go to the bathroom." She got up, went to the bathroom, washed her hands, looked at her enchanting self in the mirror, and lost in her eyes.
According to what she has learned in her field, love, this emotion was described as a chemical element, named dopamine.
When people feel that they are in love, they will produce this chemical substance, which will make the people feel sweet and radiant. They just immersed in the fairy tale world, and their IQ becomes zero. What they see are each other's advantages. What they miss is each other. If they don't see each other, they suffer silently.
However, this chemical will also disappear with metabolism. At most, it can stay in a human's body for three months.
Three months later, it's not dopamine that keeps the relationship between men and women, but personal accomplishment, sense of responsibility and attitude towards life.
Then, the sense of reasoning becomes the dominant factor. The standard of consideration is to stand together when there is no temptation, see each other's advantages and disadvantages from a rational point of view.
Because you are looking for a partner, you will have higher requirements for each other, which will expand each other's shortcomings. When you have a quarrel in your life, you struggle until you give up.
And then go on another dopamine journey.
Stella Grace and Jasper loved each other more and more because of what?
Due to continuous dopamine production?
Why does Frederick love Stella Grace?
"Stella Grace." Jasper Milton's voice sounded.
Stella Grace saw Jasper Milton in the mirror, and her eyes flickered slightly.
"Why are you here?" Jasper Milton asked and walked towards her.
Stella Grace's brow twisted. She turned around and faced Jasper Milton. "I think what I said before is clear enough. You are the source of Stella Grace's pain. Later, don't come in front of her. Even if you see her, just pretend you haven't seen."
She walked out sullenly.
Jasper Milton stopped her and stood in front of her. He held her wrist, turned around and pushed her to the wall. "I am the source of Stella Grace's pain and what about you?"
Stella Grace was stunned, she didn't understand and looked at Jasper Milton, "what do you mean?"
"Stella Grace's feelings for me, I think you should know better than me. After all, you have been with her and experienced everything she has experienced. You know her better than anyone else. I am asking you, tell me honestly does Stella Grace want to be with me in the end, forever?" Jasper Milton asked with burning eyes.
Stella Grace clenched her fist. "You two can't be together."
"Why not?" Jasper Milton asked, his eyes reflected pain.
Stella Grace raised her chin. "I don't think there's anything to hide. You can also see that Stella Grace's past is too painful, helpless, and sad. Every day of her life was suffering for her. She stay worried, endured too much, and kept everything in her heart that gave her pain. So her situation got worse and worse. She can't bear it anymore.
In the future, she may become... like her mother. She won't be able to do anything, and she will be kept in a sanatorium until she died.
So, at that moment when she was about to collapse, she hypnotized herself. I am her hypnotic derivative. I didn't understand love, didn't love, didn't know pain, didn't need to take medicine, and there is no insomnia anymore. She will never come back, and I don't love you."
Jasper Milton's heart was thumping, and his hands loosened their grip.
He would rather prefer that she was pretending to not love him to protect him than to become someone else.
He didn't know.... what should he do?
Stella Grace bent down from Jasper Milton's arm and walked two steps. She stopped, looked back, and looked at Jasper Milton who was in a daze. "Stella Grace hopes you can have a happy life with Bettany Hadley. She is sincere with you. From then on, your career will be promoted. You will become high and invincible. If you love her, do what she wants you to do."
"Without Stella Grace, Jasper can't live a happy life. She doesn't know it?" Jasper Milton asked in a deep voice.
Stella Grace said, "You always have a strong sense of responsibility. Bettany Hadley gave birth to your child. You should marry her. The so-called dopamine is not long-term. Love will disappear with the passage of time. There are not many people who talk about love and get married. Even if they get married because of love, they will not be able to grow old together. This is life."
"Why do you think life is too sad? In history, there are many people who lived together happily ever after. Stella Grace, don't be too disappointed about life." Jasper Milton said worriedly.
Stella Grace shrugged and didn't even look at Jasper. "If you are Stella Grace, and if you have experienced what she has experienced, you wouldn't have a little kindness for the world. Live your own life well. I don't want to hurt you, but if you try to pester me again. Don't blame me for being rude."
She said and left.
Jasper Milton looked at Stella Grace's back and going her away with deep eyes.
She was proud and cold, like a lonely female warrior.
He knew what Stella Grace had gone through.
She was born in a miserable situation. She saw her mother being drugged by her father. Her mother was divorced, and when she was a child, she lived with her mother.
Her mother cut her wrist and killed herself. She crawled out of the bathtub, walked to the door, looked outside, found no place to go, and returned to the bathtub, waiting for death, but she was saved by the neighbors.
Her mother was sent to a mental asylum, and she went to an orphanage home.
When she grew up, she supported herself. Her mother also came out of the mental asylum. She fell in love. However, she was kidnapped by her fiance and his ex-girlfriend on the eve of her marriage, and she was raped by a stranger.
She had a hard time giving birth to her child, but her child was kidnapped when he wasn't even a week old.
In her three years of marriage, she saw the betrayal of her husband. She spent her day and night alone.
Finally, he appeared, but she lost her job. And in the end, he also forgot her and only remembered Bettany Hadley.
For her, it was the biggest pain.
She chose to commit suicide. After being rescued, she went to study psychology and after that, they thought they could be together, but something happened again.
She was full of disappointment and pessimism in the world, but now he can't give up on her.
Even if he has to gamble his whole life, he will let her see that there is not only despair, at least, in her life she has him. He will always accompany her.
No matter what she will become he will stay with her!
Stella Grace returned to her place. The waiter has served four dishes.
She said nothing. Her face was expressionless and she bowed to eat.
Frederick took lion's head pork meatballs and served it to her. "You should eat more. You are too thin."
"Um," Stella Grace replied and took a big bite of the pork meatballs. It seemed that she unintentionally asked, "Frederick , how do you know that Wilson Chuck killed your father?"