Angel grove

Day 1

Hey, diary number 4, last year of high school. I and my friends had an amazing summer, we visited new places, away from this shitty town, had great laughs, parties, but reality hit, senior year is here and you would think I got my whole life together, well no, I really don't, I don't even have a university I want to apply to. I'm going to the diner to have breakfast with my mates before the first day of school, I hope nothing new comes up this year, we've had killers after killers and it's getting rather annoying, let's hope for a great senior year. I'll get back to you at the end of today.

It is currently 4 am, I've been up to writing this stupid essay, it's only been a day but I'm expected to write an essay about where I want to be in the next 10 years, away from this town of course. I've never really thought of the future, I'm always in the present. I know I still want to be friends with Lucy Kai and Blake I want to be a singer, but it is an impossible dream. 

We have a new principal, he had just moved into town, he's a little bit creepy and he gives off negative vibes, but I can't judge him yet I still haven't gotten to know him.  blake asked Lucy out on a date, kind of hurt cause I've always liked her but it's okay, I might as Anne out, she's really sweet, her dad and I don't go well together though, he really hates me. Kai is a girl who moved from California, her dad is a businessman, and her mum was elected as mayor the other week, pretty exciting. 

Here's the thing, she's way out of my league, she's charming, hot, stunning, and well I'm me? I've never hated my appearance but I've never liked my self, I always had this depressed side of me and it sucks because it limits me, I had a suicide attempt last year, and I self-harm, anyway I can find, my friends know and so do my parents but I don't want to put Lucy through that type of pain.

My mum visited me and my dad today, my mum is a businesswoman, she travels a lot and I really missed her, she visited for a few hours but had to catch a flight to New York, blake adopted a dog, he had abusive owners, I don't understand people who abuse animals, we don't know what to name his dog, it's a golden retriever, we probably will figure something out. I'm really tired so I think I'm gonna go to bed now, it was nice talking to you. 

Goodnight, X

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