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 Monday July 16,2021

Taylor

I woke up this morning not feeling like myself  only because of the events that took place last night

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I woke up this morning not feeling like myself  only because of the events that took place last night. My brother and My parents pissed me the fuck off with their bullshit. I know they was tryna look out for Nova and Me but damn What the fuck i was suppose to do.. Not let my child see her father. I know what happened to me was fucked up, I'm fucked up and Paranoid because of it. I'm just turned 22 a few weeks ago, they don't always needa watch out for me. I make my own decisions rather they right or wrong and learn from them.

Right now i just finish taping for my YouTube channel and finding Nova something to wear to go see her dad today. Even tho i don't wanna go back, seems like my child starting to like or even love Anthony already and i just don't understand why. "Nova can you come on so we can go" I yelled and she came running smiling and cheesing. "Okay mommy, I'm here" She said i laughed tickled her and got her ready and did her hair and was out the door for 4:30 since the prison was on the other side of town.

We was laughing and singing in the car, when we pulled up to the parking lot of the prison and i made sure i had our badges and everything before getting out and heading towards the entrance

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We was laughing and singing in the car, when we pulled up to the parking lot of the prison and i made sure i had our badges and everything before getting out and heading towards the entrance. "You ready to see Anthony?" I asked Nova and she nodded grabbing my hand. We checked in and we sat at an table and waited for him to come through the door. When he finally did, Nova started smiling hard and that caused me to smile at my daughter. Just seeing her so happy makes me happy.

Anthony sat down and gently pulled Nova to go sit on his lap and they started joking and laughing amongst themselves and then looked at me and whispered. Nova then ran to me and gave me multiple kisses and that make me giggle and i kissed my daughter back the same way. "Nana what was that for?" I asked her and she smiled. "Daddy told me give you kisses for him since he cant do it right now" She said and that caused me to look directly at Anthony and blush an little bit "Thanks" I said and he nodded and then put his focus on Nova.

It was 6:15, when Nova surprisely fell asleep on his lap and then it was very quiet amongst us. "So my lawyer came and see me earlier, i might be getting out in an few weeks on good behavior" He said and it shocked the hell out of me. "I-I thought you had 10 years?" I said and he smirked and nodded. "I did but i told him i now know i have an daughter and i needa be there for her, so he went to the judge and surprised me with the news before y'all came" He then said and then I started to feel my hands getting sweaty to where it was telling me i needed to take my meds. I grabbed my meds out my purse and popped it while drinking water and sighed tryna get my thoughts together.

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