Depressed Iida

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Iida walked down the stairs as his room was on the top floor. He could hear the distant talk of his classmates. Iida was wearing a dark blue button up and grey sweatpants, the clothes he would usually wear after getting home and into his room.

"Glad you could join us Iida." Aizawa said, Iida was just now realizing how much people there were in Class 1-A.

"Hello Mr.Aizawa, and classmates." Iida said, walking over to the only places without people, which was a small corner. But of course the DekuSquad joined him. Iida talked to them for awhile before Aizawa spoke up.

"Hello class 1-A. Welcome to your dorms. Before you are all allowed to walk around and explore, Mr.Nezu would like to go over the rules." Aizawa explained, iida unfocused once Nezu started talking.

Dekus POV

Iidas acting.. different. He isn't focused even though Mr.Nezu is talking. Ill just talk to him later I guess.

"Mr Nezu?" Mina asked, I did see her asking a question.

"Yes Ashido?" Nezu replied, I'm still confused on what Nezu is, I mean he looks like a mouse, but also a bear? I don't know I'll figure it out eventually.

"Can we have sleepovers? Like stay in eachothers dorms or out here?!" Mina asked, obviously she is excited to have dorms I guess. Nezu and Aizawa stayed quiet for awhile before deciding.

"Of course! Just stay safe!" Nezu said, as Mr.Aizawa nodded in agreement. I could see Mina and the rest of her friends silently celebrating.

"Oh but that reminds me! There are Camaras in every room! Not your dorms but out here! Just for safety of course!" Nezu said, they have Camaras here? I guess that would make sense because of what happened to Kacchan.

"Alright that should be it with the rules! If you guys have any more questions just ask Mr.Aizawa! Have a great day students!" Mr.Nezu said as he walked outside, we all waved goodbye. I didn't realize Mr.Aizawa had left, I don't think anyone did.

"Sooooo sleepover tonight?!" Mina yelled and asked. Most of us said yes as we knew that Mina would drag us there anyways, though Iida seemed very unsure. Though he is Iida he doesn't seem like one to like sleepovers.

"Great! Everyone get y'all's stuff ready! Meet back at like 7pm!" Mina yelled, it was currently 5pm so I guess I have 2 hours to waste.

Iidas Pov

A sleepover? Really? What if they find out I cut? What if I slip out about mom? What if they find out what I did to father? Okay okay Iida breathe not out here, not now. Not the time for a anxiety attack. Though, why did it have to be a sleepover? There's much better things to do...whatever I won't get out of this one anyways.

"Hey Iida? You okay?" Deku asked, how am I just now realizing that everyone was gone except for Midoriya?

"Yes I am okay Midoriya. I just zoned out. Now if you don't mind I will go get my stuff ready for Minas sleepover." I said, I hated talking like this. Though Father and Mother thought me it, I must keep talking this way for Father only. Shit I was zoning out again wasn't I?

Alright never mind I walked up the stairs as elevators, to be honest, terrify me. Why did it seem like the stairs were never ending? Shit I'm having a panic attack aren't I? As long as the voice doesn't come back I should be okay right? Fuck I can't breathe..make it stop please make it stop not again please..

"IIDA?!" I heard a familiar voice say, it was Midoriya. He couldn't see me like this please.. I stayed silent. That's what Mother taught me. Don't show others how you feel. My breathing is getting worse, please make it stop. Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please.