Captive

Maxes Now

I wake to a overwhelming feeling. A feeling I can't quite place. But in instinct I hold onto her tighter.She makes me feel so weird. I already feel so much for her. What if she decides not to come with me.I need her by my side. I need her so much and I bareley know her. I can see the pain behind her eyes and just want to take it all away. I would bare it if it would save her.

She's so different. Innocent in some way but completely not in another. I have never been more scared than when her scent hit me. Fear of not being able to save her set in.Her voice is a melody to my ears. My inner beast calms with anything her to be honest.Her sarcastic comments. Her laugh. Her smile. I loved them all. Love? This isn't love its' affection. The mate bond makes me feel like this. Affectionate.

The longer she had been gone the more I feared her not coming back yesterday. Then it started raining and I was worried about her. 10,000 possibilities ran through my mind. Thousands of options in which she was in trouble. In which she wouldn't come back to me.Luke and Carter had eventually found me. I had let them in not truly knowing if I should. It was her house.They had worried faces that matched my own. Theirs for me. Mine for her. They were shocked at how I was acting. I was shocked at how I was acting.

As the sky got darker with rain I had been more worried for her. When I heard her steps coming up the front of the house. I was relieved. We all went and stood by the door. Me for her them to see what I was so worked up about.

She came in soaked head to toe. Her hair was wavy and even darker than before. My eyes automatically trailed her body checking for injury. When i got low enough I saw her breast through the white shirt. Her shirt clung to her skin, her breast,her toned stomach. When she tugged at the bottom of her shirt I thought she would take it off just to spite me.

I had growled at my friends. What is this girl doing to me? I gave them a low sorry later on. They just smiled at me.

She's not mad at me anymore. I know it or she wouldn't have kissed me or let me pull her onto me last night.

After my shower I found her asleep in her bed. Her body exsposed. Her breast sculpted by her lacy bra. Her ass perky. Her stomach exposed. The soft flesh of her thighs inviting. Her neck was placed in a way that it was just begging me to mark her. I went downstairs in hopes of controlling myself.

Around 1 I was still tossing and turning. Stupid fucking mate bond. I had thought. But it must not be so stupid because I got her. It won't let me sleep though so I silently curse it but also thank the moon goddess for it.
Not long after that steps came down the stairs probably coming to get water i had originally thought.

I called out to her with every intention of not letting her leave. When she came over to me I pulled her ontop of me and instantly was calmer. She was tense for a little while but eventually fell asleep cursing the mate bond.

I think that I need her. I don't think I could leave without her. She has to come with me. I need her to come with me.

I'm pulled from my thoughts. By none other than her.
"Max i can hear you thinking." She says squirming a little.
"Casey will you ?" I hold her still.
"Max I'm to asleep for this."
"Maybe but you have an answer brewing in your mind. You know your answer."
"I do." She whispers.
"And what is it Casey?"
"Do you want to do this now?" She asks.
"Now or never." I say not sure if i'm ready for her answer.
She gets off me and stands up. She looks down into my eyes with no expression.

"I Casey Lee Donavan Gamma of the Blue Moon Pack rej..."I cut her off.
"Casey no! You are mine!" I yell. I stand up. Anger fuels me that she would try to do such a thing.
"Max" she says looking at me saddly.

My whole body aches at the thought of rejection.
"

Casey I don't care. I will drag you back to my land if I have to." I growl. She has no fear in her eyes though.
"I'm not a good person Max." She says it in a way that it hurts.
"What makes you think I care?" I growl.
"You should you should care about your pack." She remarks.
"My pack needs it's luna." I hiss back.
"I'm no Luna." She looks into my eyes as she says the words.
She walks up the stairs. And minutes later comes down dressed. Or partially. She's wearing a sports bra and some leggings. Abs abs goddess I like abbs didn't know I had a thing for that but with her. Fuck me.She starts pulling on her shoes.
"Where are you going?" I hiss
"Somewhere." I growl at her response.She walks out the door unfazed. It angers me even more. I don't even know what to say. Am I allowed to be angry. I am angry but I think I'm more so that she left wearing that.