Nagito x Reader (part 2) (song fic)

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Hi
I said I'd probably do one with the song Mabel because that's the second part to Charles
So this is in Y/n's POV
And the reader is female




Waraenai wa
(That's not funny-)
"Fukou ni natta" tte
(Saying "I've become unlucky)
Dono kuchi ga iu no darou
(Look who's talking)
Mou nankai
(How many times)
Gomakashite iru
(Have you fooled me already?)
Sono yubi de asonderu
(Playing me with your fingers)

While I was on a date with Nagito once
I tripped and fell in mud.
He didn't even bother to help me
He just laughed and said "You've become unlucky"
"That's not funny.." I responded, trying my best not to cry
"Whoops, sorry, I love you"
How many times are you going to keep fooling me?
Making me believe that you love me and care for me
While you act like you don't
Constantly laughing at my mistakes and making fun of me
It embarrasses me
No matter how many times I tell him to stop, he never does...

Fuzakenaide
(Don't mess with me.)
Higaisha butta tte
(Even though you know nothing will change)
Nani mo kawari wa shinai noni
(Even if you pretend to be the victim)
Kou yatte
(Just like this,)
Yoru wa fuketeku
(Night continues on)
Oyasumi
(Good night.)

He constantly pretends that I cause a lot of arguments and I make fun of him
When I haven't even done anything to him
I think most of his friends hate me because of his lies.
He even does this in front of me
And all I can do is keep a straight face and keep my mouth shut
All I can do is wait for morning to come
So I try and sleep and quickly as I can
"Goodnight."

Dakara
(That's why.)
Aitai ni naru no wa yo ga akete kara
(We only face each other after the day breaks)
Hora ne kyou wa nemuru no sa
(See, we will be sleeping today.)
Soshite
(So now,)
Konna kotoba ni imi nado wa nai kara
(Since there is no meaning to these words,)
Ki ni shinaide me tojite
(Don't worry about it and close your eyes)

I dread seeing you every morning besides me
But there's nothing I can do about that..
I try and take as many naps throughout the days, even if it messes up my sleep schedule
As long as I don't have to see him I'm happy
I don't want to listen to words with no meanings
"I love you" "you're my everything"
Just shut up.
I just want to block everything out of my mind
So that's why I sleep again and again today.

Kizu ga tsuite kawatte itta teido no mono to iu no deshou
(People say that it's just something that changed after getting hurt, right?)
Mou nankai
(How many times)
Kurikaeshite iru
(Has this happened already?)
Sono mune de nemutteru
(It's just sleeping in that chest.)

"It's just probably the way he acts after getting hurt by his ex"
People would say that to me
I know it's not that
Because his ex never did anything to him
She actually warned me about this
Why didn't I listen?
I feel like such a fool...
I wonder how many times he's hurt people and then blamed them for it...

Fui ni haita "kirai ja nai yo" tte
(Accidentally saying "I don't hate you" - )
Sono kotoba de yureru noni
(Even though you were shaking while speaking those words)
Sou yatte
(Why do we cover our eyes)
Me o fuseru no wa
(So easily like that?)
Naze naze naze
(Why? Why? Why?)

"I don't hate you"
The words accidentally slipped out of my mouth
I did hate him, but why did I say that?
He was shaking as I said that
Probably because his plan worked, even though it didn't...
You constantly cover your eyes when you see me
Why?
Is it something I'm wearing?
Why?
Is it how I look today?
Why?
Is it just me in general?.

Aimai ni naru no wa uso ni obieru kara
(We're vague because we are scared of lies)
Mata ne
(See you later,)
Tooku hi ga yureru
(The lamp flickers in the distance.)
Koko de
(At this point)
Aijou o tou ni wa amari ni osoi kara
(It's already too late to question our love)
Kikanakatta koto ni shiyou
(So we just won't ask)

"See you later..."
The lamp flickered above Nagito as I left with tears streaming down my face
Finally, I had done it.

It's already a bit to late to question our relationship and our love, so don't ask.
There's no point anymore
I don't want to be told lies over and over again, I'm scared of that.

Ao ni natte ureru you na
(Become blue, as if you've become ripe)
Aka ni natte kareru you na
(Become red, as if you're rotting away)
Tsutanai tsutanai omoi dake
(It can't be helped that)
Tsunotte shimatte shikata ga nain da yo
(Only the awkward thoughts grow stronger)

Sometimes I'll have this sad feeling about our relationship
And sometimes I'll see you have this anger towards me whenever you see me
I can't help but feel awkward whenever I see you,
All those embarrassing memories and when you'd lie about me to your friends
With me standing right next to you
And these thoughts keep getting stronger the more I see you
It likes you're there every corner I turn and I hate it
Just leave me alone!

Dakara
(That's why,)
Aitai ni naru no wa yo ga akete kara
(We only face each other after the day breaks)
Hora ne kyou wa nemuru no sa
(See, we will be sleeping today.)
Soshite
(So now,)
Anna kotoba mo yasashisa to iu kara
(Since those kinds of words are also called 'kindness',)
Fureru you na munashisa ga nokoru
(An emptiness that I can almost touch remains.)

I've started to stay more awake at night ever since that one night
But you caught onto this rather quickly and try to speak to me
Why can't he just understand that we're over for good, can't he just leave me the hell alone?!

Sometimes he tries to compliment me and say words and do actions that are considered 'kind' to most people
But those words and actions mean nothing
This emptiness keeps growing with all these words and actions, and it'll remain for awhile.

I overheard you once say "I wish I could've been a better boyfriend to her".
Yeah right, you said that with your other ex, and did you treat me right? No.
Quit lying to make people think I'm the bad one.
Get out of my life, Nagito Komaeda.
I don't want to see you ever again.






Hiii!
I actually like this one too!
I wonder how all the Nagito simps are feeling right now
Anyways I just need to clear one thing
At the parts where it says 'Sometimes I'll have this sad feeling about our relationship
And sometimes I'll see you have this anger towards me whenever you see me'
And how the lyrics say the colours Blue and Red
Blue is often used to describe sad and tired feelings while red is often used to describe anger
I didn't really know what to put for that part, but I wanted to at least write something there, so I used that
I hope that clears up a few things
Bye now!

Word count: 1244

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