I try so hard..

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Have you ever looked up into the sky and wondered why..

Why it's all happening. Why YOU had to be the one that had to go through this?

Have you ever thought about disseapearing. Never coming back?

What if I told you what I thought about everyday.

Would you believe me? No, better yet. Would you see me the same?

Could you handle the truth?

I try so hard to fade away. 

I try so hard to disseapar in my shadows. 

My demons don't let me escape. 

They hold me down. 

My demons strap me down to hell and suffocate me til' I'm gasping for air. 

As I'm gasping and choking I call for help. 

Your help.

Can you hear me when I scream for your name? When I yell and shriek.

Can you hear me when I cry for help.

Nights after night I stay up thinking about how everything could change.

How everything could just. Just... Just stop if I decided to let go. 

Should I let go?

Would you care?

It's like drowning in a sea of darkness.

With only forgotten souls, shattered hearts, broken promises and untold truths.

I've tried so hard..

Everyone has secrets. Everyone has their hidden backstories. 

When I tell you, this is hell on earth, would YOU believe ME..? 

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 17, 2015 ⏰

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