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"THE UNANSWERED THOUGHTS OF AMAYA"
i never understood the mindset of heros i never understood the concept of being a hero i never understood saving people you don't know i never understood what a hero was
nezu was a family friend, someone who was supposed to guide me
so why did i feel like i hate him? he did so much for me i could never hate him. right?
am i a bad person for feeling this way? am i a bad person for wanting to see him nothing more thandead
why is it not only nezu though?
why do i want to watch everyone die?
i love them, right?
so why do i feel this way?
why do others feel the way they do?
why do heros want to save people?
who decided that heros were good?
who decided being a hero was the right thing?
does it make me a bad person for thinking otherwise?
am i a bad person for not wanting to save people?
what's wrong with me?
what's wrong with society?
what's wrong with heros.
fuck heros.
fuck them for making feel like a bad person
fuck them for claiming they're always right
fuck them for not understanding what a hero is
fuck them for convincing society that they're the right choice
fuck them for trying so fucking hard for attention
fuck them for wanting so much attention
fuck them for making everyone blindly follow them
fuck them for deciding what's right from wrong
i don't understand heros.
why can't i be like them?
why is it not okay to think like me?
why is it okay to make me feel like a bad person?
if there are so many heros, why haven't i been saved?
