Natasha Romanoff x Reader

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Im not the proudest of this story so pls read the other ones I think the writing gets much better
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i like writing angst and drama if you guys want some fluff just tell me

This is kinda long but i really like it I hope you guys do too 😙☝️

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no ones pov :
its been a rough few months for the avengers. Their best friend recently left the team for an unknown reason. Well unknown to everyone besides Natasha. She's been quiet lately, never leaving her room not even for meals. During training she mostly kept to herself. Her bestfriend Clint had been trying to talk to her but she just wouldn't budge and he eventually gave up. When Natasha went through slumps like this she always had y/n there for her, but this time it was different. This time y/n wasn't there to make her feel better and pick up all the broken pieces of Natasha. Y/n was gone and no matter how badly she wanted to come back she couldn't bring herself to face Natasha.

Nats pov:
On most days I could just pretend that everything was fine. Shut off all the emotions and set aside all the sadness and loneliness to some deep dark corner of my heart. But today was different. Today marks exactly 3 months since I last saw her. No matter how hard I tried to get her out of my head and forget everything I just cant. I was deep in my thoughts questioning if I could go on like this when suddenly I heard a knock on my door "Hey Nat! Open up, come on I know your going through something right now but we made you your favorite dinner!" I could just hear the grin on his face hoping I would open the door. "not hungry."  I answer in an almost angry tone I know Steve meant well but i just couldn't. Not today. "oh... uh ok we can leave some for you if you want" I could hear his foot steps echo slowly away as I sinked deeper and deeper back into my void

Y/n's pov:
Its been quite a rough few months for me. Well thats an understatement. Ever since I left the Avengers I didn't really know what to do with all my time. I didn't need to work but I liked working its all I knew. My family's very wealthy and after my parents died in a lab accident its just been me. Ive been working at S.H.I.E.L.D. for the past 2 months. I really didn't want to accept the job since it would still be pretty close to Natasha, but honestly I thought it was my time to be selfish, do what I wanted to do instead of always thinking about her "Agent
Y/l/n I know you really don't want to hear this right now but we need you to go back to the Avengers ASAP" Director Fury said as he entered my quarters. His words echoing through my head. I suddenly felt numb. The oxygen was slowly leaving my lungs and the walls closing in. I never imagined I'd be going back there especially not now, not so soon. "No." I said in a stern harsh voice. "Excuse me?" His voice shocked in disbelief, slightly repulsed that I would ever say no to an order. But this wasn't just any order. This was a death sentence. Ok i admit death sentence is a little bit dramatic but come on I cant go back there. I just left! and honestly I dont think any of them would want me back there. Especially not after what happened with me and Natasha.

~ Flashback ~

Nat's pov:
I followed her to her room as she continued to ignore all of my words "y/n please i need to talk to you" I said in a sad plea hoping my girlfriend would just listen "Talk to me? Ok Natasha what do you wanna talk about? You wanna talk about how you accused me of cheating on you? How you genuinely believe that I would hurt you like that. God I thought you knew me " Her harsh voice vibrating through the hallway. Thank god the rest of the team were on a mission. As a matter a fact it was a mission me and y/n were supposed to be on but instead here we are. Screaming at each other. "Well did you?" I said as her face looked even more pissed than ever. God I wish I never said that. "Are you serious right now? Ok Natasha if you wanna do this then lets do this. Why the hell do you think I would ever cheat on you?" she said almost screaming at me. "You've been so distant. All I do is try to talk to you and you never even notice me and don't get me started with the way you look at Wanda." I said in a hurt annoyed voice.