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Ayanna POV

I-
It is.

I mean it was her. Idk
But it's her. Like it's really my sisters body that is laying in front of me.
I feel like I want to break down and cry, but I can't. I just want to save my sister, but I can't. I don't know what to do. I never have, I was never a good big sister because if I was I should be able to help. I should've been able to stop the crash. I should've asked to go to the appointment with her and I could've drove. I don't even know the boy that's her baby daddy. Maybe if I was a good sister I would've met him before. She went through almost a whole pregnancy, and the only thing I knew about him was his name.

The door opens and someone says 'knock knock'.
I try to turn around to see who it is, but I can't. I just stay there, frozen, looking at my dead sister. The one who I was supposed to raise so that she could become a great woman. The one who was not supposed to get pregnant as a teen, but have as many kids as she wanted once she was an adult and married. She wanted to be a nurse, specifically one for an OB-GYN. She wanted to be around babies and learn about them before she had her own, but she didn't talk about it much because she thought she would jinx it. But for that, I don't blame her because where we come from, not too many people get to have that type of lifestyle.

The doctor walks around to the other side of the table. "Hello Ms. Collins, I'm Dr. Lodge, the one who called you on the phone earlier. The man standing behind you is a coroner assistant who is here to take your sisters body to the morgue. If you have no problem following me, I can show you to the baby, which we were able to successfully save. If needed, you can spend a few more minutes with your sister, but we really do need to get her to the morgue".

I couldn't even look away from my sister, but especially now because this will be the last time I see her as her. Her naturally pretty face that always joked around and yelled at me for being in the bathroom too long in the mornings. The same skin tone that was a little darker than mines, but still similar. Time was just frozen to me. But it wasn't to them. To them this was probably just another body, but this is my sisters body. I reach to grab her hand, but I don't because I know it's cold and I want to remember her warm hands. I take a deep breath, lean down and kiss her forehead, and then I look at the doctor. He nods his head and tells the coroner assistant to wait until we leave the room, and then he can proceed. The doctor walks ahead of me to the door and waits for me to catch up to him before he leads the way to wherever we are going. I don't even remember what he said. When we get to the NICU, he tells me to wait outside the door while he goes in for a moment. I don't know why I have too, but I just do as he says. I don't know what I'm doing anyways. It feels like I'm here but I'm not. It feels like I'm moving but I'm not and sometimes I check and look back to make sure I'm not leaving my body.

Kentrell POV

MY MFN BROTHER. MY FN BROTHER IS GONE CAUSE SOME BITCH ASS NIGGA THAT DONT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE MANE.

My momma called me when I was headed to the studio to work on my album talkin bout sumn happened and I need to get to the hospital ASAP. I got to the hospital and my momma said that Kendall was in a accident but that's all she know. Maneee on blood if some done happened to my Lil dawg I'm coming all they heads. The try to play with my blood they done. And now my lil bro dead, and I'm stuck. We didn't get much time with him, or his body, because they said it was worse than his bm and they needed to get him to the morgue. But they did say we could spend time with the baby once they saved it. It was a girl. They was having a girl. Kendall said if they had a girl, they was gonna name it Kalianna. A mix of both they names I guess. I joked on that mane for weeks about it, but it's what he wanted and it was a cool name so he stuck with it.

The only time I saw the girl was in pictures that Kendall would post. She always reminded me of someone I just don't know who. Every time I would ask Ken who she was, he would just say the loml on some simp shit. I always made fun of him cause he was 16 and "in love", but in reality I knew he really did love that girl. We didn't get to see her because they wanted her family to see her first, so they just took us straight to the baby. She was so beautiful and looked like a mix between them, but more like lex. We spent some time with the baby, and they said that some legal work would need to be done, but we had to wait for lex family to get done and visit the baby first. About a hour later, a doctor came in and told us that we could sit in the hallway while the other family visited the baby.

I walk out last and see Ayanna by herself just standing there looking stuck. She doesn't see me at first but I clear my throat and she looks up at me with no emotion.

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