TIED TO YOU

Chapter 18

Tyler pov

As the sun reflects my bare skin, I was astir to appear her leering at me. 'You look like a psychopath don't glare at me this way nellie' I deride her as I try to get some more sleep. 'Maybe because am one' she says as she makes her way to come in between my arms. I cross it around her as I open my eyes to kiss her nose. 'Spend the day with me' I utter to her. Right when she was about to say something, my phone rings. I check it to see, it was my mother's calling. I haven't been in touch with her ever since she gave me the advice. 'I'll make breakfast' she says as she gives me my privacy.

Within a few minutes, the kitchen was furnished with the aroma of muffins. I trail me up to the sector lighting on her dancing around and mouth the words of our favorite song. She feels so alive and cheery.

'' Ride it, ride it, come touch my soul. Ride it, ride it, let me feel you. Ride it, turn the lights down low. Ride it, from head to toe. Ride it, ride it, come touch my soul. Ride it, ride it, let me feel you. It's been a month and twenty days. And we're going 'round and 'round, playing silly games. Now you're saying, slow it down, not right now. Then you wink at me and walk away. Let it be, let it be, let it b''

'I thirst to find you each morning in my kitchen this way' I smirk from the doorway as horror fills in her veins. She blushes, settling the table for us. I never know she even does, I never saw her this way. Out of the blue, her expression swap as she takes a seat. 'Hey, what happens?' I ask as I cuddle my hand with hers. 'Tyle, this will never change the fact that you will always want your life in the mafia tribe, other than me who's staying away from it' she sighs. I shift on my knees as I cup her face.

'You know deep inside so fourth you crave your previous life as well, I feel it but I was never here for this. I came for you to win you back into my life and not to bring you back into the tribe but to walk along with you on the road you want to take. It's not about being desirable about my gangster life, if a change is good then am willing to do it, for you Nellie knight. I have never felt more myself ever since I met you, ever since I came to know you I wanted to make you mine for a lifetime but yet you used to restrain your feelings from me and stop yourself from getting closer to me just because you wanted a life apart. I'm aware of all these but yet am here, in front of you cause am still in love with you like the very first time I saw you at the party. Nobody will ever be willing to know you the way I do, when you would put a bar of chocolate in your pocket just in case you stressed out on a mission or You always keep solo tracks in your cars and you never eat vegetables. Thus, nobody would fucking be able to compete with your sexy smartass. Be mine forever Nellie. Give me that chance' I express.

She literally sat on the chair while her tears roll down her cheeks. 'I'm sorry for all the pain I ever caused you. I never wanted to but I was scared to hurt you when I go away. I was scared of the attachments I would have to bring when I was to leave. All I ever wanted is to live with you and be with you but deep inside I always knew you loved your gangster life, I never knew you would be ready to choose differently because of me' she sob as she crashes a kiss on my lips. 'Iloveyou babe' she says gazing me in the eyes. 'I love you too my princess' I kiss her forehead.

'Now wipe your nose, you sucks' I tease her. 'Gimme your shirt so as I sniff my nose in' she teases back. 'Wait what, hell noon. That's gross' I say fleeing to the bedroom as she follows. I grab her hips as I turn her around making her giggle. 'Let's have a day out. You and me like the old times' I suggest.

'What are you planning mundane?' She rolls her eyes at me. 'Don't you ever dare to do this again' I utter. 'Else what?' she challenges. 'I'll fuck you until you won't make your way back to the campus on Monday' I say touching her lips with my fingers as she groans. 'Do it' she says unfazed.