Chemical kids and mechanical brides

Wonderless

I heard them talking about her. She is gone and yet they still make fun oh her . What set me off was when Anna said she killed her self over a guy wow that's pathetic I couldn't take it I walked up to her and said NO she didn't kill her self over a Guy she killed her self over a feeling because she was tired of feeling depressed and she was tired of you treating her the way she did Atleast ali had feelings because obviously you don't you don't know half the shot she has been through and then I stopped and smiled because of the shocked expression on Anna and her clic face I walked away and put in my head phones some PTV will drown them out always does I saw everyone looking at me after what just happend but I didn't care I don't really care about anything anymore Alijah was my best friend the only one who cared about me. I heard the bell ring which meant it was time for the last period of the day I walk to the gym and then since no one was paying any attention like all the time I walked out the door that lead to the football field walked threw the path in the woods and went to the tree as me and Ali call it or would call it when I get there I sit down and stare at the lake remembering that time when me a Ali got in the conoes and went to the middle of the lake and just screamed. I thought about other things I tried not to blame her for killing herself I tried to tell myself that she had her reason but all I really wanted to do was scream out and say Ali why did you leave me you know I need you and that's exactly what I did I cried out but I knew no one would hear I just put my head phones in and changed the song from all time low's timebomb to pierce the veil Wonderless I knew it would make me cry more but I didn't really care I just leaned my head back on the tree and closed my eyes.